Nadya's BloGG

[ It's beeen a while! ]

2011-03-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

WOW!

The trip which we have been working on so hard is finally over! :)

I'm totally happy of the success of the trip which myself and a group of 2 others had put our hearts and effort in it.

Even though my temperature's high and cough starts to attack my lungs, that didn't hinder me from having a blast while coaching and playing floorball with students for the last time (at least for now). I'm so gonna miss them very much!

The first BBQ ever for my Form Class. I'm glad they loved it! I really don't mind putting another one for them if they behave. Great bunch of people. Never thought that I would be this close to them. I love them all! :)

Now, course starts tomorrow! WHEEE! Can't wait! :)

It's almost 11pm. I think I should gobble down a pill and sleep off.

-Loving my deary Mr Blondie Moments-

HAHA!

-NuTTyNaDya--

[ FEBRUARY ]

2011-02-16T16:09:00.003+08:00

It's already the middle of February and this is my first ever post for the month. That probably explain my absence in writing any entries lately. As usual, I'm preoccupied with the things that made my life more interesting and probably things which added a little bit more colours to my life. In school, I've been taking some PE lessons and Floorball coaching by myself. Although I had advise and were guided by my fellow colleagues, it's always easier said than done, but I'm glad I have colleagues who are there whenever I needed them to. I love all the lessons conducted out of classrooms more than those in the classrooms. Probably that explains why I am an outdoor person. :) This is also where I feel that I can build up my platform of building up my confidence in public speaking. I still do utter wrong pronunciation at times when I speak too fast and I still do become blank/speechless at times too. But I felt that I've improved from the first time I spoke before a crowd. :))

Anyways, I just had a cross country day with my school the other day. It really brings back memories of my secondary school days when I was a student. That was the time where I do participated with all my might to make sure that my house won. Oh well, we won again this time round! :)

Last weekend, finally I met up with my old colleagues and we trekked up Pelepah Waterfalls at Kota Tinggi. I have to say that it is my first ever water trekking I've done in my whole life. It was a damn good experience. The only thing which I was taken aback was the going down part where suddenly I had a attack for fear of falling. It was a steep hill. I am not sure why came over me. Probably the long waiting time to go down made me analyse the situation too much. This is where the "Overanalysis leads to Paralysis" occurred.

Other than that, I really enjoyed my time with them. Playing monopoly deal with friends while watching others get hynotised by their "anti-social" device called iPHONE. LOL! I would really love more of this happening. Of course, the whole group of friends were sick and they are recovering from flu, cough and fever. Well, guess what I'm having now too?

Haha. I'm not blaming them for getting sick. Bottom line is that, I really enjoyed myself with them!

Last Monday, I had a "Hot Date" with Stinky at Hyatt Hotel with 38.4 deg. I really enjoyed the food but due to the fever, I am not able to eat as much as I usually can. But it's ok. I enjoyed having a taste of every single thing over there! Thank you Stinky for making this Valentine a wonderful one! I'm sorry that I've yet to give you anything due to the fever and the upcoming MAJOR event I'm going to have this coming Friday. I owe you a treat. :D

Anyways, tomorrow is my surgery day and I'm STARTING TO CHICKEN OUT. :/

What if something bad were to happen to me?

I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared!

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ Breather! ]

2011-01-28T00:15:00.004+08:00

Finally.. Tomorrow is a breather for me. OFF-IN-LIEU!!!
The past few weeks passed really fast and I'm exhausted. It's not that I'm complaining. Honestly, it's kind of fulfilling. Despite having a lot of diamond hard headed kids in class, some really know when to chill my heart when the time's right. I really feel like pinching the cheeks of some kiddos. Innocently CUTE. :)

I have learnt something very important these past few weeks. To instill punishment and discipline, going hard all the time isn't the way to do it. Some will just be ticked off and become even rebellious and rowdy. I've learnt that I need to be friends with them first, get to know them and win their heart, to earn a kind of common understanding in return.

It'll make both parties' life simpler. Tried and tested. That's why I rarely raise my voice that much anymore. I'll just need to pull out the main ones, pass my message and they'll inform the rest. :)

People would say that those level of kiddos will go over my head very easily in just a short period of time. Honestly, I was almost drowned. Luckily, I was saved after seeking advise from various peoples and tadaa.. Thank you so much to Stinky and my colleagues. At least now, I don't need to worry so much about having these kids climbing over my head.

Anyways.. Kayaking expedition this weekend, Trekking in two weeks time and then, comes the pain period. I'm totally scared! Feels like chickening out!

As for now, I'm starting to love my job! :)
Let's see how far it can take me...
I know it's not enough...
But hey.. I'm human like you too..
What's enough?
:)

thank you to giving me this other choice!
i wouldn't had figured out what i'd love if i had never tried it!
Love you Pinky..
:)
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ Mission List 2011 ]

2011-01-01T00:20:00.004+08:00

Finally I managed to dig out last year's mission list post. Hehe. I really wonder what will happen to me if there's no such thing called computer who can search my post within seconds. KUDOs to those who invented and improvised on computers. I really wished I had a brain as creative as yours! (whoever you are) haha.

I really liked having mission lists yearly and review them every year end.It helps me to keep track of the things I wanted and whether I've managed to get them. Probably I'm one of those who really follow by the book and must have an objective ahead or I'll be feeling lost, which have been happening whenever I'm uncertain of things. I'm sure Stinky, Jaja and Aqilah would agree to that. LOL!

Anyways, here are the things on my mission list last year.

Last year's mision

Things to get.
- a full time job ( Yes! I do have a full-time job like finally! And I'm kinda Loving it! )

- the Band Hero set ( I've yet to get! I have the $$. But I'm saving it for something else more important now. My surgery! ;( I'll have to re-calculate and see about it. )

- a damn good digital camera ( Finally I've got a damn good camera! Something I've always wanted! Clear as crystal for a digi camera. )

- a MacBook ( I was really going to buy that Macbook. Apparently, braces and surgery came in unexpectedly! Probably I'll get this on credit.. I'm still thinking whether I should get a credit card just to buy these things which cost me a bomb. what do you think? )

- a 'hub search' series Billabong bagpack ( I'm not really into Billabong now. I've got a Tatonka bag which fits me very well. Although it's a bit too small to bring for trainings, it's still good to use and also I always which it with the black army bag. hehe. So, I'm good with the bags issue )

Things to achieve.
- to be more confident when speaking in a crowd ( I've been through camps which really brings the juice out of me at times. I think that I'm now kinda good with kids below 12 years old. But now, I'll have to switch to teenagers and those older than me. Time for a leveling up! )

- to be assertive with my decisions ( I think it led me to being stubborn at times. haha. I must learn to control it. Am still learning I guess. ;p )

- to be spontaneous ( One thing about being spontaneous, I'll forget to weigh and balance my priorities. I really hope I can work more on this. Must learn to sharpen my mind so that I don't have to make stupid decisions again... )

- to convert to be a full time Apple user =) ( Not yet, but I'm sure, it'll be very very soon! haha! )

Unexpectedly, I bought a couple of things for my family members. I'm glad I did as those are the things I've always wanted to buy for them. I am fully indebted to my parents for bringing me up to where I am today. Now that I'm working full-time, even though how small my salary might be, I'll contribute as much as I can for the family. :)

Ok. Now that I've reviewed 2010. Here comes my new list for 2011!

Things to get.
- Band Hero! Just for my sisters! I owe them this Big Time!
- Macbook Pro. Either 13 inch or 15 inch. I'm still deciding which model to get.
- A small side drawer for my desk! Things are literally piling up here.
- Get over and done with the surgery. Cold sweats.. :x
- Braces for myself!

Things to achieve.
- Visit Roger at New Zealand. Probably with my sister and a few friends!
- Climb a snowy mountain. Mount K? :)
- Represent Sg for Floorball. I'm working on it! Not putting high hopes though.
- Taking public speaking into another level. This time round, I'll have to dare to speak up for my rights too and not suffer in silence.
- Set up the online business for dad by July. At least the logo and items to sell must be up on the websites/blog!
- Enroll in an NIE recognised degreee! :)
- Spend another set of holidays with Stinky and friends!

I hope with the full-time job I have now, I can manage my finance and things I want to get and achieve well. Insyallah! Lastly but not the least, spending quality time with Family and Stinky! You guys are the reason to where I am now. Thank you for the support you have been giving me. :))

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ birthday surpise and getting myself ready for school! ]

2010-12-30T21:16:00.005+08:00

This year, I had the best birthday celebration ever. Even though it wasn't as big as my 21st birthday last year, I had four waves of birthday cakes. That shows how many people still remember me. I feel like I'm on top of the world when these people, some of whom I least expected to remember, actually remembered and celebrated it for me. Thank you very much. I love you guys! I really reallly really appreciate it. =) Thinking about the friendships made and the number of relationships that last till today, I feel extremely lucky to be in the circle of a lovable family members and friends. Thank you.

Just a week ago, I had my visit to Saigon City. It was AWESOME. Of course, I was crazy of the Northface and Deuter products hanging almost at every corner of the streets. It was manufactured there, so I'm not surprised that it's like 70% cheaper there than buying at the authentic shops here. Of course, we have to watch out for those fake ones. This Recce trip is so called like my year-end getaway trip. HEHE. I kinda loved it! The people that I went with was a bunch of outgoing people who knows when and where to have fun. Although the trip was short, it felt quite long for me. Moreover, if I had stayed there longer, I would had spent all of my money. HEHEHE. But I didn't. Phewww.. haha.

Anyways, the highlight of going there in the first place was visiting the schools there, so that we have a fresh idea on what to expect when we bring students over in March later on.. It was my first time visiting a disabled orphanage. I've seen disabled children but never disabled orphanage. Imagine yourself being disabled and abandoned at an orphanage. It almost made me cry seeing these orphans being taken care of by their caretakers. Knowing that they came from a country which is still making its way to a modernized society, the special milk products needed and also the napkins they use. They simply can't afford to use disposable diapers due to their limited budget.

I really hope that by bringing those students whom have been highlighted, the impact on them will be great as how much I felt and hopefully even more. I want them to see the world and know that whatever problems they have at home, they are not the worst yet as there are others who are even far off worst than them. So, they'll need to work hard now in their studies so that they'll have a better future.

Being part of the first language department too, I realised that there are a lot of students who have problem reading. For goodness sake, they are in secondary school already. I want to minimise this problem. I want to help them. How? I really don't know. I guess I have to wait till school starts and test which way works for me.

I don't know what's got into me but I think that I'm really into this job. At least for now, at this moment. There's a huge plan I have for the few years to come. But I'm really not too sure about my financial state for the future though. I'm scared. I guess everyone's scared about their future eh? I can only prepare and pray for the best and overcome each obstacles calmly.. =)

--NuttyNadya--

[ pricey months upcoming ahead ]

2010-12-10T11:59:00.004+08:00

This few months are going to be very pricey for me. There's also zero chance of me saving up for what so ever reasons. I guess that's the price I have to pay for wanting to fulfill so many things within a short period of time.

Initially, I planned to get a Macbook by this December. Unfortunately, the specs for the current models are very old. So, might as well I wait for a few months to get a good laptop which can probably last me for 5 years at most like this current laptop I've been using, my 5-year old noisy Fujitsu machine. What got me even distracted to wait longer was that my friend, who is an 'Apple Siao', wants to sell away his 64gb wireless iPad for only $800. His reasons were simple. He wants to get the new upcoming iPad 2.

Honestly, I don't mind buying the iPad from him furthermore, he just changed this iPad for a new one with Apple as the previous ones was giving him problems. That means, his iPad is only about 2 months old! All the more I think it's worth to buy from him. Furthermore, I don't see the reason why I should get the one with 3g connectivity feature. I'll have to pay more every month for that. So, I'm thinking of just getting the iPad from him now so that in a few months time, probably March, I'll get myself a macbook pro!

Anyways, that is just one of the reasons which adds in to my pricey upcoming months. The other thing was the fact that I wanted to put on braces. I'm just not happy with the way my lower jaw teeth are. It looked monstrous. At the same time, I want to remove the wisdom tooths and also all the baby tooths that are still strong but in time to come, it'll shake and becomes loose as baby teeth doesn't have long roots unlike adult tooths. Dentist said that I have 2 missing adult tooths. It runs in the blood sometimes and I guess, I know where I got it from. LOL!

After consultation, the dentist told me that they have to remove 8 teeth in total, 3 of them are my wisdom teeth and the others, my baby teeth. Yes, I have 5 baby teeth left in my mouth right now, at the age of 21+. HAHA! Well, this Oral and Maxillofacial surgery itself would cost me $2k plus and later, when I decide to put on my braces, it'll cost me $5k more. But of course, I won't pay everything in one shot. Some will be divided into installments and others will be deducted by medisave.

Costly enough? Well, that's not it. There's still more. In this few months to come, I might be travelling to a few places. Bintan, Vietnam and maybe Australia. Bintan and Vietnam will be on a school trip whereas for Australia, it depends if I'm selected for Apac. I'm not putting so much hope on this as I don't want to disappoint myself too much in case I don't get it. If I get it, I'll be damn happy. But if I don't, it's ok.. I'll try next time. :)

So, all this traveling will cost me another huge set of bomb. I'm acting like as if I'm some rich fella huh? But honestly I'm not. Even though I'm working full-time now, I'd still need to watch whatever I want to spend very tightly. I guess what I'm concerned with right now is that, I can't start saving up just yet. :(

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ hey there blog world ]

2010-11-27T18:51:00.004+08:00

It has been ages since I last blog I guessed. I was filled up with invigilation, department meetings, staff retreats and staff dinner. On top of that, I was busy trying to add colourful words to beautify my appraisal for submission.

I'm starting to feel the kick for the roles I've been playing in school. All rounder from Co-teaching to CCA teaching to Coaching and finally down to the product of my school. (LOL, only Stinky knows why)

So far, what it seems to me very boring is beginning to change to a busy mode soon. I think I will be engrossed with a lot of things. One of it is that upcoming recce trip my school will be sending for the SOAR students (students at-risk) to Vietnam. I can't believe this is happening. I'm so new to the school and yet, a lot of new things are coming up. Most probably, I'll be going to Bintan next year too for the level camps. WHEE-WHITT! Alot of trips coming up soon. A job which I initially didn't really like turns to be something which I will probably like! Thumbs up!

What Mom says is damn true. It's usually the case that when someone didn't get the job that he/she most wanted/desired, he'll get something which is not to his liking at first but eventually that job that he's in will somehow find a way to best suit his likings. :) Alhamdullilah..

Anyways, I've been procrastinating to buy a macbook for myself to replace my 5 years old laptop which runs noisily like an old motor engine. I've bought my family a new 40-inch TV. The old one is partially spoilt, can be used but the remote control is dead and the buttons on the TV is almost gone. So, I got them a new one. I wanted to replace the spoilt DVD player too but apparently, just before I went to the electronics fair, I won myself a Philips DVD player during a lucky draw at my staff dinner. How coincidental can it be? Ahhas..

Last week, we had a chalet bookings. It was originally for the SPFB group but it was changed to Stinky's classmates' because we felt that we hadn't had any BBQ/Chalet amongst the classmates and this could be one of our bonding/gathering session and they all seems to be ok with the date. Apparently as the date draws nearer, one-by-one started to fall out with some only being able to come on the night of the last evening (it was a 3days 2nights event). It was a very disappointing result and I don't think there's going to be anymore of 'this' event in future organised by us.

Anyways, Stinky and I decided to make it a family weekend occasion for him. It was indeed a blessing in disguise for the whole of us. A good well-spent and worthwhile occasion. The food we had, none of it was 'Chao-tar'. It was a slow BBQ-ing and chatting session. with his family It was also the first time the two little boys actually BBQ-ed. There's always the first time!

Life has been great with you and will always be.
Insyallah..
Will always be loving you dearly.
--NuTTyNadYa--

[ my job is like a holiday. shouldn't i be happy? ]

2010-11-06T21:40:00.005+08:00

The first week of November has just passed. What have I been doing ever since school closed? Well, besides having the external invigilation where the timing are a lot more irregular, I would check in to work every weekday at 8am and by 1.30pm, I'm off. It has been quite dull going to school without having students to teach. My only self-revision lesson I'm going to take will only be for an afternoon and that's all.

What kept me going is the Floorball trainings and our weekly aerobics on wednesdays. I'm supposed to help out with the Aeromodelling but I really think I ran out of passion. I can't seems to be so much interested in that anymore. Probably because there's no one to look up for except for the fact that I would be the one whom students will be looking up for. I would always wonder why do I have to choose between this two?

The first one was during my polytechnic days and now currently during my working period. My first ever full-time job and I have to make the same choice I did during polytechnic. How ironic is that huh?

Anyways, this post is about my current job. Due to the online crimes that has been going around ever since almost everyone are able to get internet excess, I'm not going to mention where I'm working or what am I working as now(I might had given clues but I'm still not writing them in my entries). I know some of you might already know, I do appreciate it that you don't say it here. If really can't help it but to mention it out, do mention it out straight to my phone please. Your cooperation is kindly needed. Thank you.

As mentioned, life has been a little bit too nice at work. I'm not complaining but I'm starting to get restless and even conscious of the people around me. Well, they are definitely paid a lot more which leads to themselves having more work in the first place. I'm sure their eyes will turn red whenever they see us doing things out of our curriculum like playing badminton, basketball, floorball, foosball and whatever things that would trigger their jealousy bell.

How do I deal this situation? I'm sure if their eyes gets red, they wouldn't care if our salary is small, they'll either sabotage us by telling our superior we are not doing our job or either they will treat us like pets and give us their 'sai-kang' work just because they think we are actually here to relief all of their job. That is where my worklog comes in. I need to get close to my RO. I need her to know every single thing I'm doing so that in events any of the unforeseen circumstances should take place, I would have my ass covered first as least with these black and white sheets.

Damn... I'm getting a little more restless as I think of this all the time. I just can't wait for time to pass and go with whatever plans I've been following.

Alright, I have to stop thinking about that actually working on something else to solve the problem. Hey, what's the use reading so much quotes and not making use of them right? I think it's time to go. I need to shower and get ready for Stinky Pinky's match later on. ;) Breakfast with him for now!

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ what's so good about that? ]

2010-11-01T22:16:00.007+08:00

Lately, I've been taking quite a number of pictures, mostly trees/shadows/sunsets. My sister and boyfriend told me that I'm crazy because I'm obsessed with taking photographs of the nature and not people. Probably because I'm sick and tired of taking too many unwanted point-and-shoot portrait pictures of people. Maybe I would still take pictures of people but in a different angles.

Oh well, taking nature photograph is a feeling I just can't describe whenever I view other photographer's blog or online photographs. It just looked so serene and peaceful and somehow it made me even more fond of going to the extend of climbing the world's tallest mountain just to take pictures of the sunset and surrounding. YES, the Mount Everest! At least if I can make it to the base camp, it is enough to make me extremely happy. It has been one of my dreams ever since I found out about Sir Edmund Hillary being the first man to conquer Mount Everest and years later, some girls conquered it which made me even fascinated to climb it!

Honestly, I'm really not too sure how far this obsession of taking beautiful scenery pictures will last. Probably it'll be until the day that I finally have a DSLR of my own and when I managed to conquer at least one snowy mountain. For now, I'm going to start small. I have my eyes set on Mount Kinabalu, the fourth highest mountain in the Malay Archipelago. ;)

Just of the thought of planning for that trip which would cost at least S$1.2k depending on the number of days spent and also the program itinerary, is enough to occupy my free period for the time being. I can easily get obsessed even when doing research for this trekking especially when I know there are more information that I can find for my own knowledge or when the information I'm looking for is nowhere to be found. I can't wait! ;)

Anyways, back to the topic of indulging myself into the photography world. I really hope that I can go to that extend where I can capture really beautiful photographs and it would be better if I have people appreciating my photography. I know it's a bit too early to say but well, let's just see. :)

it was a cloudy day at Khatib. but i just thought that the amount of light in this picture which adds to the rich green background was perfect.

i wanted to capture the silhouette of the big tree while maintaining a rich green grass and orangy purple sky. Well, i guess i havent come to that level yet. haha!

bw background emphasizing on the blue shelter which leads to the road of infinity.

I would love to take a big portrait of my family especially now with my maternal grandmother still around and strong. I'm not sure how long more she'll be here but I would definitely want a good photograph with her. After having to grow up while traveling from places to places with Nya-yee, another word for grandmother in Javanese, throughout the first few years of my life, I think I know where I've got all my adventure skills from. I love it when she tells me of her life stories during and after the Japanese Occupation. If she hadn't had loss of memories now, I would had gotten from her all the stories to be complied into a book and probably all the recipes she ever know. I miss her cooking and also my late paternal grandmother's cooking. I'll not repeat the same mistake again and will cherish every elderly in my house. :)

Anyways, I think I'm getting very naggy and whiny. HAHA. What's with me and all these reflection eh? Contemplations.. Procrastinations.. Well, Stinky knows me best what I'm referring to. hehe. ;p

love my family, stinky and friends.
:)
--NuTTyNadYa--

[ stagnant ]

2010-10-28T22:18:00.003+08:00

I know recently that I haven't been posting up. Recent meet-ups, chalets, BBQs and loads of dates have been filling my time with loads of fun and excitements. I sent a group of students to SP recently for a competition and met with a stranger whom I talked to for hours. She's a full time English and Humanities teacher who have been in this line for up to 7 years. It was fun chatting with a stranger, knowing that after that, you won't see him/her again (not if you keep in touch of course).

We talked for hours. It was like an interview session. When asked if she'd continue teaching her whole life, she told me that she wasn't sure. I find it quite strange for someone who have work for years in the line and telling others that they actually don't know. Probably it's because they had to work just to fill up their time and earn money for their rainy days? If anyone had asked me, I would definitely tell them I won't stick to this current job because it's not my passion, yet..

Anyways, back to the topic I wanted to say. Both of us talked about an interesting topic called numerology. All she did was to ask me for my birth date and she did the calculations. She said that I'm someone who has plenty of frustrations over the things that I want to get/achieve but couldn't. When she mentioned that, it was like a hit on the bull's eye!

I showed her my handwriting and from there, she said out my character even before I mentioned to her anything. It's like a WOW factor. Now, I'm totally into this too. I've yet to come across any numerology or handwriting books lately. I've been searching for it though. Hopefully, I'll find time to get one. ;)

Recently, I've been putting myself on hold by just appreciating nature. Every morning as I stroll through the park, I would take a moment just to observe the sky and inhale the morning dew as much as I can afford (of course not during the hazy days). After being in so much of rush all the time, I feel good just taking a step back and just observe. Like just now, I saw a lot of instances whereby I can snap the beautiful moments. But too bad that I didn't bring my camera along, it was a whole full of regrets which came rush into my mind as if I'm slapping myself in the head.

There's so many things to get and yet so limited time to spare with the fast and never ending tick-tocks. I wish it was slower... I'm starting to appreciate nature yet again. Swimming and hitting the tracks again too. I need this one or I'll get breathless easily. I saw my newly made M.O.E staff pass. It's either the picture was stretched or I just looked buffed up already. :/

appreciate and conserve the world!
live life to the fullest
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ pausing the time ]

2010-10-10T20:50:00.005+08:00

Looking at photographs taken professionally makes me obsessed in taking loads of pictures. Even though I'm still an amateur learning to be professional, I know that it takes a long time to master the techniques and art of photography. Well, I started out with a normal 4.5 mp digital camera to a half DSLR, which is what I'm using currently.

I love the image quality that my current camera provides me with. Just by looking at the camera might seems like a very simple digi cam to a DSLR user. But it is sure good enough for me, at least for the moment now while I'm still saving up to getting a DSLR of my own eventually. ;)

By then probably, I would want to travel and take pictures where I won't be inside of it; probably in just one or two. The rest of the photography will be of nature, sunset, sunrise, birds, mountains and whatever adventure things I'd want to do.

Talking about going for the adventure stuffs, there's a whole long list of things to do before I can claim I'm satisfied of adventures or probably until the day I chose to settle down to have a family on my own. I want to go snorkeling, diving, sky-diving, bungee jumping, river kayak and many many more! My parents are very puzzled why can't I just accept the fact that girls are only meant to do girls stuffs and not manly stuffs like the whatsoever adventurous things I want to fulfill.

My parents are very conservative. Sometimes just a little too conservative that they believe that I should had gotten marriage/engaged by now and start having a family of my own already. Can't they just see the fact that is happening outside around Singapore itself? Young couples getting married and then getting themselves into huge debts and ended up in a divorce. Some of them who doesn't have good qualification especially, find it very difficult for them to upgrade themselves with the little tots running around occupying every single minute of their time.

I really pity these tots especially. In this early stage of their life is where they either have a very strong bond with their parents or rather a distance one throughout their life. I would definitely want to be there at every moment capturing every single details of my children's life from the time they are born all the way till they finish university probably. I want to be present in my children's life and always be there for them. I believe that whatever our children becomes are what/where/how they are brought up. ;)

(taken from a photography website. dont you just love this picture?)
I love it!

And of course, I'm not saying that if you got married later, you will not ever get into a divorce. But what I'm trying to explain is that I just feel that there's a lot of things I wish to fulfill first. I want to go backpacking while doing all the adventurous things I want to complete. I want to sit by the beach and just watch and take pictures of the sun making its way into the sea peacefully where there's no other thoughts in mind just me and the sun and probably with Pinky by my side, tugging on his arms on a chilly afternoon. :)

I want to save up as much as I can at the same time. Imagine settling down early and all the thoughts of to pay up bills are coming in and suddenly the next thing you know, you are on debt. See? I don't want this life.

Even if I get married early so as to say to avoid sins from happening, the pressure I'd get from peers to have children on my own is going to be high. What would people say if I am married for a year or two and still have no children? Family planning? Infertile? ugh.

So the best is not to get married first. The best is to accomplish whatever things I have in mind to fulfill. The best is also to save up as much at the same time. With all of these things accomplished. Probably then my mind will be at ease to settle down. :)

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.

I choose to have a daring adventure please?
;)

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ Moving on with life ]

2010-10-08T23:51:00.002+08:00

It has been exactly a month since I started work. Life at work as been treating me quite fairly. I've been using skills that I've learn over the past few months on the different classes. I can't believe I'm given English beside already having to take PE and DNT. Of course, the first few lessons was a struggle as it was totally a crash course for me.

I don't have proper training and all I am given on the first day of the English lesson was a lesson plan that I was given only a few minutes before the lesson! It was hard handling this class especially because of the hyper-like students I have. Most of them are really very talkative and very hyper. It seems like as if all of them have ADHD.

Thankfully, one of the senior teachers saved me and now, I'm managing the class quite well already. I was surprised that a silent activity works for them. Now, I'm soo into reading up more activities for them to do. But too bad that I don't really have much time with them any longer as next week is the start of thier End Of Year Examination. Hopefully, after that, I'm able to take them still. I'm starting to grow close to each one of them honestly.

PE sessions has been great. I can't wait to have my own class and conduct activities for students! But too bad that now, PE is more structured. There is no more free playing during PE sessions in schools. We now have a lesson plan to be followed. With the govt body's announcement to have more physical activities for students, the number of hours for PE is now increased to 2 hours from an hour. Knowing that there's only a total of 6 PE teachers including us, there's definitely an increase in our workload. But all the more I'm looking forward for it. Hopefully it goes well for me. ;)

Recently, I've had a meeting with my Reporting Officer and something was brought up. This issue somehow made an impact on me. It does did because till now, I'm still trying to get it off my mind. I guess this issue is something that every organization have even though how effective the communication in an organisation is. I'll just have to take in the good points and let go of the rest. In other words, just suck it up babe!

Anyways, I can't wait to get more adventures! I wanna get out of Singapore and take beautiful scenic pictures while having fun!

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ updates ]

2010-09-29T21:40:00.013+08:00

Ever since the end of my free life and also the start of my career, life has been quite an adventurous journey at the start of this new begining. Gathering with friends and colleagues is definitely something that I wouldn't want to miss. I'd want to keep in touch with my friends and family and keep them in the circle all the time. I guess facebook plays ALOT of part in this too! ;)

Anyways in the mid of the month, the volunteers of YOG were presented with an exclusive ticket to the Universal Studios! It was an exclusive event because they don't open in the evening to the public. It was somehow a meetup for the YOG IAD volunteers too! Loved these people!

I'd definitely love to go to USS again! ;)
Probably this time round, with Stinky!

Entering the Far Far Away Land.

4D movie @ Far Far Away!

A meet-up with Betty Boop!

I don't need to go to the lost world anymore!
Jurassic park's in Singapore!
;)

the 'Real' subway!

Later towards the end of the month, I decided to go on a cable-ski trip with my ex-colleagues. Honestly, it's only been a few weeks since I last met them and I'm alraedy missing them. I don't know why nor can I explain why. But I know I was really looking forward to meeting them. Enjoyed my whole day of excitement at Batam!

Though the cable ski experience was quite a painful one with aches all over my body on the very day itself, I'm glad I managed to spent the time catching up with them too.

PICTUREKA on the cruise!

a scenic view we've got from our seats!

Min looked happy being surrounded by us.
LOL!

Lunch

I was testing my cam.
I wanted to focus on my friend more and make the background slightly blur..
Well, practice makes prefect.
It'll take some time for me!
But didn't want to get too obsessed taking pictures th.

Since it was our first time doing this, all of us had the chance of 'testing' the tension/force of the cable ski first by using the knee board to ski first. Of course, we crashed a lot of times. Sometimes, we even crashed far away from the starting point. Since we won't have our shoes on when ski-boarding, they actually give a free bike service where they fetch us from where we crashed back to the starting point. Else, we'll be walking back barefoot on the mushy soil with only-God-knows what's inside it!

Honestly, I have phobia with riding bikes. So,I held the seat very tightly with the board across on my legs when riding of course! After getting the hang of the knee board, we went on to try the 'REAL' cable ski whereby we use our legs and stand on the board to ski.

Believe me, it wasn't easy. My friends and I spent all day long trying to get ourselves to stand on the board! Out of 6 of us, only 3 managed to stand even though 1 of us only managed to get through for a few seconds. As for myself, I didn't managed to stand on the board yet! ;( Definitely, this made me wanna go back for another round of cable ski! Whee! I really hope so!

my knee boarding pose!

One of the bike riders who will fetch us whenever we crash!
It was damn scary for me.
Scarier than going for the cable ski?
:/
But thank god I had to ride it once only!

Queuing up for the 'Real' cable ski!

As we were trying to all day long to stand on the cable ski at least for 30 seconds, there were some locals showing off their skills. One person who had attracted my attention and somehow made me and my friends never wanna give up trying was because of this small boy. He looked like only 10 years of age and yet he can cable ski damn well! He performed stunts which made our jaws dropped for a while.

Definitely, he's a local boy who probably lives near this place. All of us were damn shocked and we didn't want to 'lose' face! haha! So, we kept trying all day long till the staff told us that they were closed! hahahahaha!

One of our very own Singapore stunter!

A bus ride to the new Batam Ferry Terminal.

The ferry was damn empty!
We had it all to ourselves but we were dead tired to move about so much!
hahah!

At the end of the day, when all of us went for shower, the sore was so bad that I can't even soap myself properly! LOL! It was really that bad! trust me! Haha! Although I had been stretching my muscles all day long while waiting for my turn, the aches was still inevitable! But it was worth it! I had LOADS of FUN! ;)

Well, I kept on saying about the other things that happened in my life. Of course, I'm not forgetting about the other half of me. ;)
Stinky, You'll always be in my mind whenever/ wherever I am. Thank you for your understanding lately. Love you!

Camera testing!
;)

LOVE YOU!
I just love rich colours of this picture!
Don't you?
;)

--NuTTyNadya--

[ This year's AidilFitri marks the end of an interesting chapter of my life and a new begining awaits! ]

2010-09-14T12:07:00.007+08:00

This year's Aidil Fitri marks the end of an awesome journey with Camp Challenge (CC) and also, the start of a new journey for me. My last camp ever was a 4days 3 night camp with Overseas Family School kiddos! These 9-12 year old kids can be quite handy but at the same time, very fun and loving! I'm soo gonna miss having overseas kids as campers!

And of course, missing having overseas kids as campers is one thing. But one thing that I will miss is the time spent as an instructor and a friend at CC! That is one thing that money can't buy! ;) I'm going to miss having the excited feelings of before a camp, lethargic feelings and late night suppers during camps and lastly but not the least the SHIOK feeling after a camp! I'm really really really really gonna miss that all!

Lepaking at the house..

Soccer sessions after camps/programmes.
they call it the 'terawih cup part 2!'

the bunksss!

And lastly but not the least, since all of them knew that it was my last camp ever, they made a special surprise for me. I was made the New Subway Sandwich!
Full of mustard, mayonnaise, cheese and BBQ sauce!
Added with a bit of curly fries and the everylasting memories that will never be perished!
;)

Now, that was an awesome journey I had throughout since the beginning of 2010. Sadly, it has not had to come to an end. Well, I guess there goes the saying ' Sweet things doesn't last but Sweet Memories do' ;)

Here it goes. Finally, after so much procrastinations and some time to save up some money, I finally managed to get myself a damn good semi-pro camera! Of course, I shared it with my other 2 siblings. WHEEEEE! This time round during raya, we took LOADS of beautiful pictures and I can say that I can now learn photography slowly before getting myself a DSLR. ;)

Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2010!

The Family Portraits

Mom and Dad

Sisters!

I Love Dad!

Dad's twinn!

Cousins!

Friends Forever!

Finally, a meet up for the secondary school peeps!
=)

I'm missing CC!
I miss my G-Family!
I'm greatful though, that I still have my family and Stinky with me.
;)
Love you all!
--NuTTynAdya--

[ End of Pinkies Season and YOG ]

2010-08-29T22:30:00.013+08:00

Ever since the graduation I had from SP, the only thing that would give me the hype to play sports actively has always been all about floorball. Likewise, I would always look forward for the year's season! This year, Pinkies got up slightly higher and I should say better than last year. Instead of fifth, we've got a 4th placing and the difference between the first, second and third placing is only a win away! YES! We were so close yet so far. The first, second and third placing got the same points but their goal difference is wide. Nevertheless, winning isn't everything. There's plenty of other things that would put a smile on each and every one of our faces. We had a lot of fun together as a team during trainings and also during the whole season. It was SPLENDID! ;)

Our new jersey.
Sponsored by Uncle Lam!
;)

One of the closest winning match we ever had!
It's ok, We'll get YOU next year!

Love the PINKIES!
:)

TAI-LONG OF THE YEAR!
O$P$!!!
:D

Iftar at Briyani Bistro!
;)

Just over a few weeks ago, I had an experience of a lifetime! Made a lot of friends not only within the volunteers itself but also with the athletes and coaches from all around the world. I'm glad that Stinky introduced this thing to me. Honestly, most might think that those who volunteered are just wasting his/her time on this event. Well, I don't know about the other volunteering position but my volunteering position I should say, is the best position in this YOG. We get to interact with the athletes, watch them show their ugly faces while eating our local fruits (DURIAN especially!), made many pen pals from around the world, collected many many pins and souvenirs from them.

I'm glad I signed up for this even though I knew I would not get any payments in return. The best part about this is that I get to enjoy free unlimited bus and train concessions, free taxi vouchers and lastly but not the least we are given a free ticket to Universal Studio and invited for a volunteer's party there! ;) I guess this is how they repay us but honestly, the part where I get to mix and play around with the athletes is something nothing can repay! ;)

Something I gathered and photoshop-ed!
;)

Our 'slack' lounge in Ubin!

Our office in Ubin!

Coach Kurt and Koen from Belgium!
The most funniest and friendliest coaches we ever mixed with!
It was hard sending them off at the airport the other day.

Blow Soccer anyone?
;p
Located at one of the country booths in the Youth Olympic Village.

Fatima feeling hungry and sleepy after watching her spaghetti being distributed.
;p
I bet she's drooling over her spaghetti.

When it comes to break-fast time,
the hungry monster diminishes.
There goes the food attack!

It's concert/party time every night!
Loved this night's concert especially!
Those were the water drums percussion.
AWESOME!

We were hyped!

After concert/party effects!

New Zealand basketballer!
He's like 2.6m tall!
I thought I was tall but when I was next to him, I felt like a dwarf.

Athletes having one of their MAP activity!
Different tongues but Similar goals working well together!
;)

Hmm, if only this picture was taken properly!
lol!

When the bad weather comes in, we'll go on ponchos!

It's a cruise ride to ubin everyday!
I loved it!

Our last picture taken on board the Biggest Ship in Ubin!

The workforce: Team 2!
Thanks to Izan and 'Bob' for making it extra exciting!

I really enjoyed my past few weeks. I don't remember how many times I've written this down but I really do enjoyed it very much! haha! Okies, Back to reality. It's like less than a week left to Hari Raya! I haven't bake any cooookies! Diaoo! I was really busy sehh! haha!
Ok, it's past 3pm and I still havent bathe after making the cake! Time to go!

=NuttyNadya=

[ Cutest Nephew of the Season ]

2010-08-18T22:32:00.003+08:00

Coming from an extremely large extended family, naturally I would have my very own cutest nephew/niece contest. This year, I really think that I can come up with the so far most cutest nephew I ever had. HAHA! How he is chosen out of my so many niece and nephews? Well, you be the judge. ;p

To my dearest nephew, Happy 1st Birthday! ;)

Birthday Boy

Most Handsome smile taken with his grand mom.

The 'what-are-you-looking-at?' face,
HAHA!
Classic!

Finally but not the least,
the most sleepiest-stoned-cold face I can ever find.
;)

my random thoughts of the day!
--NuTTYNaDya--

[ counting down ]

2010-08-16T00:14:00.004+08:00

I want to do loads of things. If it's not because of saving up for the future or having to hear naggings from my two beloved parents, I would had continued what I'm doing now. I would had just continued coaching schools and freelancing more companies. There's so much more to explore. Honestly, I'm really not satisfied with the 2 year break I had upon graduating from SP. I still wanna roam around being free without being tied down to a place/work vicinity. But of course, the amount I earn will really not be enough for me to complete my ultimate goals of the year.

I want to travel, take pictures of the sunset, chill down by the beach where you can see the stretch of the blue coast from where you are sitting, climb the walls of real mountains, take a proud picture of myself with the view of Everest behind me, take a picture with my very own DSLR of the most scenic view I can ever find, go to Switzerland and shout "uleuleueluleuuu" while standing in between the Swiss Alps, wear that thick winter clothes and play with the snow till I catch a cold from it, river-kayak at one of the rivers in America, learn that drumming skills I've always wanted and get an electronic drum, present a song with me strumming my acoustic on the stage with my family and friends around, take picture with loads of different nationalities of friends met along the way while back-packing and many many more. All of this while I'm still YOUNG, while I would be able to tick that 'single' box whenever asked for my marital status, while I'm still below 30 years old. And this is the part where I can say money is everything. Of course, minus the relationship/family/love that money can't buy.

I guess I'll have to do it very very slowly. Probably I'll make use of this job as a starter for my savings. Then I'll go for option A which is to go for the ISP or option B which is to bring dad's business to a higher level or probably option C which is reserved for something interesting found along the way of this upcoming job I'm getting.

I'm literally living in irony as how much I want the job to start, get over and done with it for a year after the course in March, I would also like it slow as at times I just want to sit back and enjoy what I'm doing and not always racing for things to get done or time to pass. Haha! Ok, I think my sentences are getting confusing cause I don't really know how to express this feeling in words.

I guess listening to soothing songs really helped me to reflect a lot of things and also, it keeps me thinking of things I want to do. Unlike those game freaks who make use of their free time to play games from their PSP/iPhone/iPad/iTouch/Nintendo/whatever portable device they have, I'm totally fine with just a simple MP3 in hand or probably just nothing. That would make me think a lot. Although I used to have a PSP and now, an iphone, the only function I would always use is the MP3. But I have to admit though that at times, I do think of certain things just way too much. I have no idea which is the best ways though.

Anyways, I will try not to think so much for this upcoming job I'm getting cause as a wise one told me before, it is not good to think/expect something which I have no control over because having expectations on it will just lead me to disappointments at times. ;)

Oh yes, before I forget, to all the Muslims out there, Selamat Berpuasa! ;)

--NuttyNadya--

[ 4th Year! ]

2010-08-09T23:38:00.006+08:00

A few days before Singapore's National Day always remarks a day to remember for me and stinky. It is a day where it symbolises the duration of our relationship. I'm glad that we've made it this far. Though that there have been a lot of misunderstandings and downfall at times, I'm glad that nothing is remained unsolved. Everything has been said and solved with loads of discussions and compromise. Alhamdullilah.

I have to admit that at times, I do forget how special you are to me. But whenever I reflect and think again, I'm very lucky to have you as my boyfriend. I don't think I can find anyone else like you. Humans are not 100% perfect but to me, no matter how many flaws you have, I'll do my best to correct you and will still love you if you can't correct it because it's who you are. ;)

I longed to meet the day where I can wake up and watch you sleep/snore before my eyes. But I know that once I have that day, I'll live with it forever and I can't wait. As for now, we focus on our career and savings first kays. I'm glad we both have that same mindset. I'm also glad that I fall in love with the right guy who understands me well. Though sometimes, a bit scary cause you'll know exactly what I'm thinking but at all times, I'm glad you understood me.

Therefore, I hope this coming year would be a good one as I'll be starting my career with you already starting your career earlier this year, we would be able to save up as much and at the same time, enjoy those holidays with friends that we only had once this year. ;p

I love you Muhammad Riduwan Khairin!
May Allah bless our relationship with good bonding, happiness and May it last till eternity. ;)

-Happy 4th Year!-

"Thinking of you keeps me awake.
Dreaming of you keeps me asleep.
Being with you keeps me alive."
;)
Loving you as always
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ somewhere over the rainbow ]

2010-08-08T01:27:00.004+08:00

It's 1.30am right now and I'm tuning in to my new playlist listening to the song "Over the rainbow" right now. The melodic tune is perfect for me at this moment. I guess it's time to reflect now. I realised that I haven't been writing any post lately. Probably because I've been busy enjoying life at the moment. I wonder in a few years time, how it's going to be like.

I've been climbing alot. Like really alot. And I'm loving it. My floorball season is also finally over. I'm quite sad actually that it ended so fast. It felt like only last week when we had our first match. This time round, I was given a title. Somehow, this title gave me the confidence to play better.

TIMECHECK!
it's 2.18am now. Stinky's having a gaming night at his friend's place and I'm hooked to Ray Charles' songs. Ballad=AWESOME. Makes me Sleeeeeep. ;)

I'm sleeeepy. Ok. I'm out. Nights people. I shall continue tomorrow!

[ I can't wait! ]

2010-07-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

Lately, I've been having doubts regarding the job. It seems like I'm waiting FOREVER for it to start. With the waiting still about more than 1 month left, I really hope that I can save up as I would need to last for at least 2 months upon starting before I get my first pay. Honestly, this waiting period seems like so long and it's giving me doubts as I look at those who are in the line that I wanted. Ughh!

Nevertheless, I've finally found a group of friends who have passion in rock climbing. I really hope this group stays together and we can climb like forever! HEHEHEHE! ;) I may have lost some skills as I haven't been climbing for like a few years, nevertheless I hope I can get back this skill and let it remain till we finally gets tired of it. (i guess we wont! ;p)

Anyways, I'm glad you and I had our own way of resolving conflicts and also maintaining a good bond together. I love you Stinky Pinky Wonka (Rudolph the Red Nose Reindear!). And guess what? I was reading the post I wrote long ago during that period when I first know you. It sounded so Chino. Reading the post of all those little things that are new to us along the way of discovering each other's character, culture and little secrets. I was laughing to myself while reading them. :p Perhaps you can try it one fine day too stinky. HEHE!

--Always loving the Stinky Wan--
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ wake me up when september ends ]

2010-07-07T00:09:00.004+08:00

I've just been accepted. I don't know how I should feel. Part of me tells me that this is it. Something that will benefit you and secure your future. It can also be something that I can love to like since it's somewhere along that line of my passion. Well, my parents seems really pleased knowing that I was accepted into this line where no one else in my family has. Something that they are really proud of. All I want is to continuously make these two VIP in my life to be proud to call me their daughter when spoken of.

I really hope too that in time, I would be able to ease their burden by taking over the business and let them sit at home and rest or probably go for vacation. It's a heart pain seeing them working so hard to make a name for this business that has been our bowl of rice ever since before I am even born. They are aging. Waking up very early in the morning to feed and bring luxury into the house has really depletes their health. I can't bare to let it happen that way and let it eat up into their health. If OldChangKee can have alot of franchise just by selling curry puffs and other fried stuffs, why not my dad's? =) And if YakunToast can also do it just by selling bread, coffee and tea, why not my dad's? My dad's already has the name, all he need is just one of his daughters to work it out and bring colours to it. =)

By taking this job, I'm willing to take away my passion and work to get that experience and degree meanwhile and then I really hope by then, I would be able to prove to them that I am ready to take it to a higher level of business. =)

This, I will definitely make it happen. Insyallah..

On top of that, I will be able to spend more time with the one closest to my heart and soul. My stinky winky. =) These past few months has been a great eye catcher for me. I really loved educating in the outdoors but I guess, to be a good educator, I would need to know and learn to love educating indoors too. Like Stinky Winky Wonka always tells me, when one door of opportunity closes, the other door opens. Wallla!

recent programme for NgeeAnn Primary!

Class Joy 2!

part of the group peeps I'm gonna missing working with
the G-family..

Yes, i know.
Even when it's in Indian Poker and the cards are randomly picked,
we always would at least have 1 same number.
=)
The beauty of FATE.
Loving you Stinky.

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ Enjoyed My Week! ]

2010-06-24T00:29:00.004+08:00

There's just so many things happening over the last few weeks. Interviews, job selection, long distance driving, getaway with family and friends. I wish my life is like a movie whereby I can play the recorded events repeatedly. Non-stop actions of enjoyment, excitement, 'shopping' and probably some disappointments too. Nevertheless, I'm looking things on the bright side. Like a Wise One told me before, there's always light at the end of every dark tunnel. There's always hope for every challenges we are facing and only through these challenges we find our solution.

I'm currently in a situation whereby I still don't know whether or not I am ready to have a full-time job. This care-free life I'm living is somehow something that I enjoy doing the most but I know that somehow this has got to stop cause the 'Real' life is somehow getting closer. And if I do not prepare myself for it, I'll end up digging my own grave or even someone else's grave. Probably, the solution depends on whether I get the job in the first place. Of course, I'll get myself ready to face the consequences of not getting either jobs. =)

To this guy over here, I really enjoyed my first ever overseas getaway with you!
I know there will be more in future.
I can't wait!

loving you as always
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ the day a girl turns into a women ]

2010-06-10T14:46:00.004+08:00

Just as before everyone thinks that the title was for me, think again. It was for my cousin. The one who is really like my big sister and very much as quite and shy as me. I'm so happy for her that she is settling down already. It was this very day that I noticed how much a simple ceremony can change a girl into a women. She looked elegantly stunning in the dress and her make-over was solidly simple but at the same time, it was truly dazzlingly gorgeous and it definitely made me stunned for a while. I hope that he is the one for her and may her engagement turns into a blissful eternal marriage. =)

For the record, I've officially seen how a duckling turned into a swan. The first time I ever laid my eye on this little fella over here, he was as tall as the length of my arm and his fingers were so tiny that everytime I held him, I felt that his bone is going to break anytime. That's because he was a premature. But now, just take a look at him!

All chubby and happy.
Never fail to smile whenever I looked at him.
I think if he were to ever learn to walk now already,
he'll be happily jumping with me that day.
He just can't stop throwing his feet in the air!
=)

--NuTTyNadya--

[end of May, Starting of the REAL WORLD soon]

2010-06-02T14:57:00.003+08:00

I had the most busiest yet FUN week ever!
Firstly and foremost, going out with the SPFB girls! The trip which had been pended ever since last year when we are graduated! ahaha! I hope there's more to come. =)
I really had a great catch up time with them!

More pictures to come in future!
More OUTINGs too I hope!
;)

Camp Challenge is never gonna be the same again. No more that shy quiet girl I used to be. It's HAVOC! ;p I kinda love what I am doing currently at CC. Improving as more camps to come. From doing a small cheer to becoming an MC and also more to come! I really hope I can be like one of those seniors one day. ;)

some paperworks after camp
love the atmosphere!
;)

it's was Sasi's last camp with CC.
Hope he does well for his 2 years with police and comes back after that!
His challenge for me was to see me as one of the Camp Chief once he's back.
HAHA!
I really hope so too!
;)

Bic 16,17 & 18 dinner @ Hei Sushi!
;)

After the lovely camp I had with XingHua primary. It was time for recuperation with the SPFB gang! Loved those midnight movies, BBQ-ing, monopoly deal, number games and such. Even though how tired I was from the camp I just had, I cant afford to sleep long. Only managed a couple of naps. Ahaha! But hey! At least I didnt miss any of the big fun!

just take a look at those chickens.
yum yum

missing our childhood.
some of them decided to play with fire..
;p
haha!

the whole lot fb gang.
Even though some are full of crap, they sure know what's friendship is.
;)
Hope this gang remains there forever!
More BBQs to come I hope.

Lastly but not the least, the very last itinerary for the week, 4 on 4 at Valhall. It was a fresher game for some and yet another game for another. I bet stinky wanna play more floorball. Too bad division just started, that means division 2 will be starting in a quite some time later. But nevertheless, we can always crash training! ;)
HEHEH. Had fun playing and the company was superb!

Well, here I am now still very reluctant to get ready for my interview later. I really don't know what to expect. Well, I just hope for the best I guess. Like I told stinky before, I don't wish to let go of being a freelance camp instructor yet at the same time I really need a full-time job and I can't be doing freelance all my life. I've taken in all the nagging from parents. I really hope the best if yet to be. Wish what I'm doing right now is the right thing to do. Ya Allah, help me. Amin.

--NuttyNadya--

[ the wishlist adds on ]

2010-05-21T00:51:00.003+08:00

Omg. the list just keeps adding on.
But I just can't help it.
it's like I'm starving for these things.

Columbia Convertible Pants!
A NEED!

Salomon X trail Shoes
Extra.
hehe.
BUT I Loike!

Canon D10
A NEED!
My 6 year old camera is dying.
oh help..

Guitar Hero!
A promise to siblings..

Help Help Help!

These are just one of the few things. Of course they are the ones which would "kaching-kaching" very fast if I get them all in one shot. I am enduring. I am persevering. I really wonder how it feels like to get them all. ;)

I guess, I'll have to get it slowly..
OK, time to sleeeeeep.

love WAN always
;p
--nUttYnAdya--

[ I love what I do! ]

2010-05-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

The past few weeks has been pleasant. I can't believe that I actually SKIPPED toastmasters today and avoided having to present my last minute speech. I just cant help it but to feel totally exhausted from today's rock climbing activity for the program. These past weeks has been very tiring indeed. It's like as if I'm having a full-time job.

Apart from just work, I have to juggle the meet-ups, meetings, floorball training and I just don't have time for myself. I can't imagine myself having a full-time job. I don't even want to think that I would have a full time job. I know that $$ is the most important issue right now at this moment but sometimes, I do forget about my very own self reflection where I can rest and take a breather. Else, it just goes on and on. I don't even have time to have my very own training.

Since league is just around the corner, in fact, my first game will be this saturday. Arghh! I'm so tired. But hey, I guess doing what I love sometime need extra juggling. I need to have a good time management. There's just too many things I want to do but what's restricting me is just $$, time and also my health. I hope by end of June, I can manage them properly.

Anyways, it was Jie's twenty-secondth birthday on the 6th May 2010. Had an awesome catch up with my secondary school mates. Everyone has grown up and we all have different directions now. Would love to meet them somemore! ;)

Birthday girl
=)

friends forever!
;)

Had a programme at LabradorAdvCtr with AssumptionPathwaySchool. These kids, they really had my eyes set on them. They are kids with a slower learning capabilities yet some of them had ADHD(nicely said as short attention span). It was my first time handling these types of kids but I am learning to love it. I guess that's where passion comes from. Learning to love what I do and looking on the bright side. What happened during those moments when I was there trying to keep them entertain was superb! I would love to do it again though! =)

-i need a getaway soon pls!-
anywhere relaxinggg!
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ Lovely Week ]

2010-05-04T23:10:00.008+08:00

Earlier this week, Camp with Canadian International School.
This camp is the time where I blast my throat offf! The kids were awesome! I have to admit that initially I was afraid I might not handle them as they are really hyperactive. But I've learnt to adapt and handle it somehow. Being the Meals IC, that was where I had my cheers being tested out before the final night of campfire. It was my first time taking a big role for campfires by leading the whole school. Even though the total pax of this camp was rather small, I think this is one of my baby steps I'm taking before I can try on bigger pax. =)

Honestly, I really think that it was because of these hyperactive, talkative and outgoing kids that made me have the best camp so far. A camp that I'm not really afraid to step-up. A camp where I feel that I was motivated by the kids to 'entertain' them. =0)

I really hope this last and it will continue to improve as camps to go.

Team Armerigoes' tallest tower built!

Can't remember their names but I do know that they are a bunch of intelligent kiddos!
learnt loads of cool lame jokes from them
hahaha

Mimo from Pakistan and Alexandre from France.
These two cute cheeky talkative hyper-hyperactive little devils in my group.
haha!
This was where I think I learnt to be patient with kidSSs.

TEAM ARMERIGOES
Our last group photo.
Grr! I really need a GOOD CAMERA!

alex-france
ally-usa
helena-spain
momi-pakistan
cindy-china
minyang-china
priyanka-india
florence-britian
ryotaro-japan

Gonna miss them so!

Right after the camp, it was time for the weekends!
It's not only a time for weekend with Stinky, it's also where all the plan goes smoothly for his birthday!

After a few weeks of planning and finalising on what to do for this special day, it all went smoothly. =) Priceless amount coordination with his family and friends which made up to a perfect formula to his birthday surprise. Thank you all again for supporting me with this. (pss, I know some of you would definitely be in for this cause it's a "prank" for him. haha) Whatever reason there are, THANK YOU! ;)

As for my stinky winky, I really hope that was one blast for you and you have fun throughout the almost 9hours in the K-box! ;p

the speechless face.

the priceless gesture.
;p
He's soo gonna kill me after this.
hahah!

more of the priceless expressions of the day!
;p
OK, more peeps are gonna kill me after this.
haha!

Itinerary number 37: the cake cuttting ceremony.

family

friends

Finally but definitely not the least.

specially requested by nur haryanti.
HEHE.
;p

You know stinky?
I Love youuuu!
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ busy busy busyy! ]

2010-04-19T13:01:00.012+08:00

WARNING: ENTRY MIGHT BE OVERLOADED WITH TOO MUCH EXPLICIT CONTENT.

The past few weeks, I have been thoroughly busy. Felt that I have been procrastinating to blog as there's always something that would interfere which prevented me from blogging. haha. EXCUSES. But hey, it's the fact!

Anyways, first things first. Early this month, I had Nature Climbing at Dairy Farm! =) It was my first nature climbing. I really didnt know there's still such natural places in Singapore. It was superb. I would love to go there and climb again. Even though the toilet was far, (2km away), luckily for me, my bladder didnt cause any problems. Hehe!

I was lead climbing. The first point is like the height of two person?
The last time I lead climb was back in secondary school and the wall was an artificial wall.
Jumping to lead climb on a nature wall after almost four years on not climbing?
CRAZY!
I stopped halfway and told Mokhsin to climb instead.
ahah!
I don't wanna die there!

Can you spot someone standing on the left picture?
Yes, small huh.
So, now imagine how high the cliff is.
MAGNIFICENT.

Yupp, I brought my sis along.
It's a once in a life time experience seh.
=)
She's glad she went.
hurhur!
would love to go againn!

Second on the list was the Bintan Retreat for the Camp Challenge instructors!
I came like a day late due to coaching but nonetheless, I enjoyed the place and company very much. There's more pictures but my friend couldn't upload them as she's very busy. As staffs of Focus Adventure(partly), we got to take the banana boat connected to a jet ski for FREE! Focus adventure owns the Jet-ski elements there. Wohhur! ;)

Yes, this is the villa I was talking about. It's backyard has a swimming pool.
We spent all night in the pool and playing tricks on those who couldn't help but to fall asleep.
Hehehe!

From Left, back row: Sasi, Haikal, Zac, Norman, Jay, Min, Ismail, Mini Min.
Front Row: Joy, Shila, Karen, Yvonne, myself.
Would love to go again, perhaps next time, Stinky Winky will be able to go too!
=)

Just last weekend, when Mama and Cik Said went for their 20th anniversary holiday. I was baby-sitting my cousins. Coincidentally, it was Mama's birthday on the Monday. So we gave her a surprise when she returned home from overseas. We cooked dinner, made cupcakes, made birthday cakes and even decorated the house and made a big photo collage card for her. I can see that she's really pleased with it. I'm glad it went smoothly. =)

It was our first time baking a birthday cake.
We realised that we should had used icing cream instead of whipped cream.
HAHA!
lesson learnt!

Baiz, me, Kak Mala, Mama, Shuhadah, Shafiqah
Nurul

Lastly but not the least, spending time with my dearest Stinky Winky Wonka! =)
Definitely I will find extra time to spend the day with you. Don't worry. Let's work on this together kays. Looking forward for a brighter future with you!

Our irresistible munchies on one of our time-out together.
Full of Choco-fattening-sinful indulgence.
It actually made me even guilty as I have not been exercising these past few days/month.
Running and Swimming SOON!
;)
prloomisee.
hehe

PS: can we go grab more stingray plss?
;)
HEHHEE!
Loving you always

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ WORK=MONEY ]

2010-04-05T00:41:00.005+08:00

Doing something I love isn't everything.
Its jeopardizing almost everything we've ever build since before.
Will not let that happen.
ever

[ the good old times ]

2010-03-29T23:59:00.009+08:00

Just before the Bintan camp I had earlier this month, Stinky and I FINALLY went to Mustafa Centre. It was our first time going there together for our almost four years of relationship. Yes, indeed. It was an experience we never wanna go again, I guess. As in case of emergency, there'll be NO clear emergency exit. I don't wanna die in a place called Little India, pls.haha!

Nonetheless, we found the most interesting thing that I think not many people are using anymore today, not that I know of actually and I know that my 9-year-old sister doesn't use it. These are the things that were used, during my generation you say it. I just don't see most of these items so much in Singapore anymore. On darn, really, I miss using these stuffs too!

Colleen coloured pencils.
Something I would always brag for whenever I enter a stationery shop.
that would be when i was still in primary school.
Of course, I don't always get it.
That's why my art was never an A grade.
haha!

The convertible coloured pencils.
Something I would use to do my corrections with.
Easy to use and keep. Something I would use to highlight too!

Flags Erasers!
(ignore the irritating face! ;p)
Something I would make use to battle with others.
I think I'm like the only girl in class who plays this.
The only thing is that, I still don't know which country is the best.
HAHAHA!

Magic pens anyone?
Who uses this anymore?
Raise up your hands if you do.
haha!
Besides the funky-do-do coloured markers they have now, there's even better things.
We used to cut shapes from plain papers.
Now, there's glitters and whatever ready to paste cut-outs available in store.
haha. Modern. The Y2K era you call it.

Clear folders for Arts and Crafts!
I really wonder what do kids do in the lessons now.
I remember using this to keep inside my art folio.
Also, we had to make our own Art Folio using Vanguard sheets!
I remember doing like about3-5 Folios throughout the year!
I was never satisfied with my art folio.

Chalks!!!
The very classic of all things.
I remembered stealing some chalks before going home everytime during lower primary.
The chalk era ended when I was in primary 4.
Nonetheless, I'd always loved chalks!
If I were to still stay in my old aparment, I think the scribbles on the door could still be seen.
hehehe!

All of these pictures wouldn't be taken without the help of my deary stinky wonka! Thank youu so much! You could have been in one of the pictures but you didn't want to and insisted to be my photographer.. Thank you. Ala-ga-tokk. Tong-ka-you. Shi-cieeh. =)

Here's a complimentary picture of just you!
Not so professional picture, but it would have been nicer if I had better camera.
;)
Always loving ya stinky!

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ official rest this week ]

2010-03-28T23:49:00.003+08:00

Last week has been a havoc week for me. Being unwell and not being able to perform my task resulting in a short of cash is really a waste. But what would others say? "Your health is more important than your wealth". I choose to ignore that fact and it got me unfit till now. Bottom-line is that, always listen to what your loved ones had said. ;p "sorry stinky, i promise, i wont do it anymore".

I had to miss JY's first school tournament. I am trying very hard not to miss anymore trainings. Thankfully and also finally, the teacher gave me the updated trainings and tournament sschedule of the year. I promise to miss as little trainings as possible. I'm gonna try make some name for this school's new CCA so that they'll get more benefits in future. =) I'm soo looking forward for their next game. My first solo hands-on! ;)

I'm starting to think that I might have some family illness as I have been sick for the past week. No random sickness stays up to a week and more right? Well Insyallah, there'll be nothing wrong with me. Aminn.

Earlier this evening, I went to fetch my parents from work when a two-seater Mercedes wanted a fight. Well, knowing that there were no other vehicles nearby, I took the road to myself and drove very slowly. Suddenly, I heard a car honing at me and bright lights reflected from my rear mirror. It was dark and the car hadn't turned on his lights earlier? What was he thinking? A joke? April fool's coming soon but not so soon right?

Then it went beside me gesturing me to look at him on my right. All I did was to ignore the car completely. It then overtook my car and slowed down in front of me purposely. I guess the driver's motive was to make me pissed but too bad, patience was on my side that moment. =)

I realised that most the times patience is the key to success. In this context, what I meant was that the driver of the Mercedes must have been completely pissed with me in the end as he must have been shouting some vulgarities in his car after I tricked him. The good thing for me is that, patience helped me. Knowing that I did nothing wrong, I choose to ignore him, focus on what's ahead and remain clam.

I was giggling silently after I made a left turn which he didnt expect as I signalled late and he was still driving slowly. LOL! Bottom-line is that, no one was injured neither was there any crashes and also, in the end, I was happily giggling away till to the point that I didnt realise my parents was just waiting at the bus stop in front of the turn I've made. Ahhaha!
" A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort." =)

stinkypinkywinkywonka
wink wink
;)

--nUttYnaDya--

[ current status ]

2010-03-24T22:07:00.003+08:00

I've officially lost my voice. Jay was so guilty today when he heard my voice. It was all due to yesterday's Wet Weather programme and also partly it was the coaching's fault too. I continued to shout even though I know my voice is going to break any sooner. Regardless of how much liters of water I drink, it still made no difference. It happened after I had a nap at Jurong Point while wating for Stinky pinky. Dishhh!

Why must it be at this point of time? I'm already recovering so well and at this last stage, I'll have to live with a rocking voice. Nonetheless, I've been drinking like nobody's business. Like as if it is part of my body's fuel system which needs regular top-ups, REGULAR TOP-UPS.

I kinda like this new skin of mine. Though the picture didnt turn out to be as vintage as how much I wanted, I still love the overall layout of the skin. =)

Loving you always stinky!

--NuTTyNaDYa--

[ Finally ]

2010-03-14T00:56:00.004+08:00

Date check, it's the 14th of March 2010. Last year, this timing I was still celebrating the freedom which was newly gained upon graduating from poly. Now in this same period, I'm still here and only slightly better I guess.

Self check, I love what I'm doing right now. It's exactly what I've always wanted since before. Doing despatching for abseiling/rappelling, floorball coaching and also doing adventure camps.

a Bintan adventure programme for the ACS kiddos!
=)

Rappelling programmes for NCC

Throughout this past few weeks, I've learned alot of things. Communication skills, leadership skills, facilitating skills, adventure skills. Just name it and you got it. But the most the best part was enjoying what I love to do. This is the life I've always wanted ever since I first fell in love with the adventure world. I'm starting to believe that I belong in the outdoors. The only ironic part was that, I hate being tanned by the sun.

Now, I'm having the same skin tone I've always had during secondary school. That three years in poly was like a break from the sun for me. LOL! Anyways, I realised that sometimes, in order to have something else in mind, I would have to sacrifice something else in return. I guess being tanned is one of the things I can't avoid if I wanna enjoy what I love to do.

Something else which I have to sacrifice is also the irregular timings I have to fix. Having to sort my time accordingly using my weekly planner. I should really thank my secondary school for pushing us (students) to use the school planner given to us each year. Else, I'll end up forgetting so much things and that includes crashing my timetable flat.

And for my dearest Stinky Pinky Winky, don't worry, you are in my number one list which I'd never forget and you are my number one priority.

=)
Loved todays' outing!

can't wait for next week's getaway!
"cepat pegi, cepat balik!"
--NuTTyNaDYa--

[ back from bintan ]

2010-03-08T23:48:00.003+08:00

Finally, I'm backkkkkkk!
Bintan was Awesome! I would love to do that again. Like seriously can? Just that this time round, I would want to have a better tool/view in hand. A mindset to do things that I've been taught and to apply them effectively. That small talk in Bintan had really opened my mind clearly.

Why am I scared to do better? Who am I scared of? What are the factors that leads me to do so? How can I overcome them?

The sentence "I don't know" is just a excuse of saying that you're lazy to think or you wanna avoid that thing that's being asked. This is a huge thing. From now onwards, I will strive not to say that sentence. I'll make sure I'll not use that sentence. =) I just added one more resolution for the year..

Before I go for anymore camps, I better have things clear on what I want to achieve in mind. I realised that if I keep having this habit of just doing things according to my own tempo, I wont be achieving what I want to achieve. And the thing is, I'll be unsure of whether I've achieved it or not. Therefore, I CAN'T WAIT FOR MORE CAMPS! =)

I wanna explore the art of learn, relearn and unlearn.

On the note, I think I'm slowly starting to overcome my fear of public speaking.. Only god knows how far though.. Going Bintan was really an eye opener for me. It was a job based overseas event you called it and I'm loving it (of course, minus the fact the I have to be apart from family n Stinky).

More details and pictures from Que soon.. I hope. =)

A quote from Elwin, ACS boy
"I love Bintan!"

and a quote for myself
"I LOVE STINKY!"
;p

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ going off this coming Monday ]

2010-02-25T15:13:00.004+08:00

Finally, I have a chance to blog. The past few days has been one of my busiest weeks indeed. Doing new things and getting use to it is what I really need so that my brain keeps on working. I just feel that my brain so called, stopped functioning properly ever since I graduated last year. OMG!

It's been exactly a year already that I've graduated. Fooh! That is freaking fast. I still remember that at this point of time last year, I was very confident that I could get a place in the University that I wanted. I had no Plan B at all. Now at this moment, I wished that I had started what I'm doing now as early as last year. Doing a job I love is like not doing a job at all, it's like enjoying the day as it passes by.

Camping/Flying/Floorballing. All three in one. Though that this is quite irregular, I kinda liked it as I don't see that I'm actually having a job. But I wonder, how long should I last? Or should I say, how long can I last? Irregular pays, no cpf, no benefits. I better have a Plan B now. Learnt my lesson. Dont wanna fall into the same phase I had last year. I should be saving up by now. Well, yes I have to admit, save up. No matter whether I wish to settle down early or not, I foresee that I'd need alot of money in future. I dont want to end up like those people in the news/ tv nowadays. Btw, I just realised the meaning of O$P$. LOL!

Anyways, I really hope that as what I'm doing now, the pace is just nice and fits in very nicely to my schedules. I hope it stays this way till I get a place in "there". =) Camp at Bintan for the whole of next weekk! Wheee! Having holiday while working! Eh wait, what job? ;p
hahahas.

BTW, stinky pinky wonka, I'd definately miss you terribly! Don't worry kays, I'd enjoy for you theere! HEHEHE! ;p Dont miss me so much tau! There's a reason why I gave you those nice photos for each occasions we ever had. Time to reflect.. Chey.. ahhaha.. No lah, don't worry kays. I'd contact you whenever I can aites Stink.
"And mulut tu tutup sikit. Lagi sikit, masukkan bibir nyer tu. And tutup gigi nyer tu! Hishhh! ;p"

Will miss you dearly!
=)
--NuTTyNaDYa--

[ Over the weekend! ]

2010-02-15T15:13:00.005+08:00

Over the weekend has been one of the best nights in this first quarter of the year! Monopoly deals, Uno cards, chit-chats, never-ending bbq, never-ending dinner and best of all, trying to stay awake throughout the night. ahah!

Valentine's Day was nice! =)
After so long, I'm finally having a peace of mind for stinky. (if you know what that means! ahha) Ader orang tu OKB lah. HEHEHEHE. Yesterday's late lunch, shopping(bukan window shopping lagi tau.. haha) and movie date was awesome! It's been a while since we last felt that! Hope for more to come in the following days, weeks, months and even years! =)

A Full Packet of DAIM ONE TIME! =)
I'm soo in choco heaven now..
heheheheh!

Happily smiling! Thanks for the PINK Casio BBG watch stinky pinky! You just made me a little more closer to become as PINK as you! ;p

Never been happier with you in my life!
Happy Valentine's
or should i say,
Selamat Berpanjangan?
Whatever, so long it fits..
hahah!
--NuTTyNadYa--

[ first our first ice-cream waffle ]

2010-02-09T15:12:00.003+08:00

Yes people, believe it or not, despite almost 4years of relationship, this was our first ever ice-cream waffle! ahahhahaah! =p Nevertheless, even though both of us were running pretty short of cash, we actually counted every cent so that we can have our first waffle together. How sweet. hahaha. ;p

He wasn't smiling because I was busy taking picture and I didnt let him touch the waffle yet. HuaHuaHua! ;p

This is something Baiz and I discovered while walking around Khatib's CK store. Men's pants for Men soul. WTFish? haha. Whatever that means.. We just find this hilarious.. LoL!

Stinky Pinky, I'm not going to sulk over what happened during the airshow. I'm just glad we manage to take some pictures though. ahaha. Next airshow to come, I'd sure to know what time to reach already. Get the tickets ready aites? ;p HEHEHHEEHE Anyways, why the heck did we decide to take a pic at the butt of this Chinook again? hahaha.

Fun outing with Stinky's classmates. How I wished I had classmates like that too. =) Nevertheless, I'm so super duper excited for this weekend's overnight at ECP and the future overseas plans. Wheeeeee! ;) That also depends whether I have $$ at that moment. :/

--NuttyNadya--

[ third party issues ]

2010-02-06T22:18:00.003+08:00

Honestly, I really don't know the state of my life right now. Not really working, not even schooling. Ugh, I'm tired of telling people I'm doing right now. Freelancing, that is. The best word I can come up with rather than saying lazing around waiting for job to come.

Just as when I thought everything else is going very smooth on both side, there comes in the third information party who questions me about the accredibilities of the school. WHY? Now I'll just have to shut my mouth up from my parents while I do thorough research from Singapore Sports Council about the list they recognise so that it won't waste my bloody money and time, just in case it really doesn't recognise it. UGHH. back to square one.

=/
nothingnadya

[ opportunities ]

2010-01-30T01:02:00.002+08:00

Just had a floorball skills assessment session just now. It was very random thought I just came up with. I do see opportunities clearly now. Ahha. This is where I'm telling you guys that I think I might not need a degree now. LOL! Let me explain.

I talked to a stranger just now in the floorball session who happens to be from Pink Flemingoes about 4 years ago. I found out that if I wants to be on the court coaching students, all I need is a certification from SFA and also, if I do want to go private, I'd only need a NACP level 1 certification from Singapore Sports Council and with that, I can not only teach floorball but also, any other kinds of sports.

A Sport Management degree would only come to play if I want to be a PE teacher or probably sit inside closed air-conditioned vicinity doing some organising for sports , which I think is not really appropriate for me right now as I can't stay for long inside an office and I dont really want to be too attached to the monotonous MOE system. I can and might consider that only after I hit my early thirties or so, or probably when I feel that I am too old for physical stuffs. Haha.

I don't even have to spend so much now as I see that money is one of the issues which is holding me back. Even if L.Lewis took up that particular degree that I want, is he making full use of the degree? He might be one famous local goalkeeper but is he using that degree to work with a government body? Wow, that question asked by Alumni really took me away for a minute or two.

If this is the opportunity to do something I love without having to spend so much now, I think I am really considering this door over here. This way, I'd not be so tied down to one particular interest that I have. I can still do camps or fly and even do floorball all at the same time.

Wheee! I hope I'd get this right and I really hope that this is it man. =)

Ps: since when i did i start to use 'man' at the end of a sentence?
LOL
--NuTTyNaDYa--

[ should i be stressful? ]

2010-01-27T23:35:00.002+08:00

I am starting to feel that my year break is gonna be longer than ever. Honestly, I don't even know if I am gonna get that degree. Should I go ahead and just study or should I just have a permanent job fast?

If I do wanna study, I'll be using that money saved up by Dad which is initially for my education but turned into money for my 'future'. Questions kept appearing in my bloody head.
"Should I take this risk? If I do, will there be enough for the 'future'?"
"If I use this money, will there be enough time for me to catch up and save?"
"Even when I have a degree already, will I be able to find a job by then?"
etc etc etc

But if I have a permanent job now, there'll be another set of questions appearing. What job do I want to do permanently? Who would want to employ me? Will I even get a perm job?

Arghh!
Now at this point of my life, suddenly, all I wish for is that if only I was accepted in OBS last month, then I wouldn't have to think about any of this. I have the freedom unlike those who bonded yet I don't really feel that freedom. I feel trapped in loops and circles, going around infinitely.

--NothingNadya--

[ abseiling level 2 ]

2010-01-26T23:40:00.005+08:00

When people hear about abseiling the first thing they have in mind was just rappelling down the wall using the ropes and that's all. Honestly, before I went for the course, that was my first impression about abseiling. But after going through both level 1 and level 2, I realised that it is actually more than just rappelling down the wall.

I've learned the different techniques of climbing down the wall, the different types of knots and it's uses, how to setup the abseiling system, how to self rescue techniques and also the most interesting part was how to actually abseiling myself up the rope just by tying knots attached to my harness.

Honestly, when I was told that I can abseil myself up just by tying different knots, I couldn't believe it until I was taught how and when I actually performed it myself. It is one experience which I hope that will never forget. To abseiling myself up. While most people only knows to abseil down, I abseils up.. =)

The most important part in this course that I've took note of was to have a very comfortable harness WITH padding. I tried using one of the harness without padding and it almost made me blanked out for a moment as when you are sitting on the harness up in mid-air, the harness actually blocks one of your main artery near you inner leg and that made one of the participant faint. Now I know why the instructors insisted for us to use a padded harness, but I was just not lucky that time. I was the last one to take the harness and the remaining ones are those without the padding. But soon after the incident, one of the instructors sweetly exchanged her personal harness for me to use. Thanks Joyce! =)

I would say it was a mission accomplished for me as I managed to Prussic up which also means abseil up till level 3. Trust me, it's high enough to make my shirt fully drenched with my perspire. Honestly, I was just afraid I might forget what I'm supposed to do up there. Imagine if I'm stucked? Lol! That is where the self-rescue technique comes to play. ;p

Therefore, I really enjoyed the course that I had attended over the two weekends burnt. In future, I would love to join the club in events where they have courses and then, I can just drop by and practice on my own so that I wont forget what I've actually mastered.

I was just glad that I've passed my Abseiling Level 2 course!

Practice area.
It good to practice when your on low grounds cause, if your on high grounds, you'll panic and you just tend to forget everything you have learnt.

Angie, Michael and Slyvian

Mixture of Focus Adventure, Camp Challenge and Camelot instrutors attending this course.
I guess I was plainly lucky to have met so many instructors attending a course which I thought they've already attended.
I'm surprised.
=)

Btw, I had just finished my speech on Aeromodelling just now at speechcraft session. I really hope this whole thing I'm into over here, can probably help me to achieve my resolution of the year! =)

Randomly, I really feel that I wanna climb mountains! Anyone have trips that I can tag along? Haha. (thick skin) ;p

--NuTTyNaDYa--

[ Abseiling Tomorrow! ]

2010-01-22T23:49:00.006+08:00

Dad is really gets fickle minded when it comes to me studying. I really don't know what to expect. Honestly, I think that I should just wait till he gets there and see the school for himself for him to be certain and sure that the school is not a fraud. Probably by then, I can confirm whether I can get in there or not. Since the school will only be commencing in May, I still have loads of time to play with. HUA HUA HUA!

Anyways, I can't help it but to mention this. I'm broke!
Let's see when I'll get my pay which has been delayed for SO FREAKING LONG!

That is how broke I am. It came to a point where I had to show my balance to get my pay ASAP.

Shall keep this post short..
Yippe!
Abseiling Level 2 tomorrow.
=)
All the best to me..

--NuTTyNaDYa--

[ currently LIFE ]

2010-01-19T23:18:00.008+08:00

First of all, I would like say "Hey-Yo" to Sasha, who has just recovered from Chicken Pox. Pokkkayy! Ahhaas! She can't wait to get back to school tomorrow. After missing almost more than 2 weeks of school, I hope she can catch up in class. =)

You can see the calamine spots on her..
LOL!
Hopefully she doesn't get send back tomorrow!
=p

Anyways, just as to boost Sasha a little bit for school tomorrow, Mom bought a new bicycle for herself to cycle Sasha to school everyday. Haha. It's classically mom. She said that it's the bicycle she had wanted for long and she got it at a good deal. Looks to me like an Apek's bike. KEKEKEKE!

mom's new bike

This week marks Pinky's third week of school. Ehemm, I meant his third week of school as a Co-Teacher. Haha. Everyone's looking forward for their payday. Especially me, you and him. Let's pray together and get out of this rabbit hole as quickly as possible alright Stinky? (=

Overexposed.
I can't wait to save and get a CAM!

Looking forward for more splendid time with you!
You always make each day in my life complete.

Anyways, finally we met up and celebrated Aqilah's long belated birthday! Hehehe.. Had a wonderful day with all of you! The milkshake was SUPERB!
Aqilah, looking forward to have more lunch with you very soon!

as for now, i'm taken.
=)

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ First Camp Ever! ]

2010-01-15T11:02:00.010+08:00

Last last Sunday at 6pm, I was happily taking my own sweet time in the bathroom when I received a call from Sophian. He was asking me if I'm going for Raj's Wedding. I was like "oh NO!"

I've totally forgotten about it. The thing is that I have to report to Focus Adventure by 8pm. Sophian and Danial was telling me that they'll send me to Sembawang after the wedding. I had to wear a punjabi suit and also a head shawl upon entering the Sikh Temple. It was kecoh-ness as I wanted to wear a 3/4 pants to camp but instead I had to wear a punjabi suit and long pants plus a head scarf. In the end, I wore a t-shirt inside my punjabi suit together with a pair of jeans. Only spent about half an hour there and my friends sent me to camp at Sembawang.

Upon reaching there, I've already taken off the punjabi suit inside the car. LOL! The place was extremely dark. I wonder if I were to go there alone, can I walk through this darkness??? Apparently, everyone was inside the office already. I was LATE! But luckily, I'm not the latest! hahaha!

During the first night, we get to sleep inside the air-conditioned bunk. =) It was heavenly except for the part where Ivan snored like a racing motorbike. Hahah! First thing in the morning after a pleasant Macdonalds breakfast, we set off to Park View Primary School to meet the students. They were all so cute! New primary six students getting to bond with each other before thier first ever BIG exam in their life!

To be honest, I was shy and somehow intimidated when we were told that each group has about 25 kids. But luckily all the New Instructors gets to partner with the Veteran Instructors (that's what they called it there. LOL!).

Slowly, I got the hang of it and WALLA! I think I'm getting the roll of it! I really can't wait for more camps! Enjoy viewing the pictures! =)

1 night activity called "The Animal Call"
It was cool playing with the animal sounds while they were blindfolded!
hahahaha!

Rock-climbing.
Where I had my rope burns..

CRCs
Good for testing your height confidence..

After a long day, a massage is the best way to relieve.
I was exceptionally happy.
just take a look at the smile there!
LOL!

Guys, Meet Ivan, the human motorbike.
Poor him.
He had to sleep in the canteen just to let the rest of us have a peaceful night.
=)

The instructors from the left:
Haikal, Imron, Dave, Ivan, Vicky, Jessie, Mira, Vinod, Shiela, Erin, Nam, Anis, Myself, Sophia & Muhaimin.

Lastly but definitely not the least, there is one thing I miss the most during the camp.
It is talking to this guy over here!
=)

I love you!
--NuTTYnADya--

[ new blog, new post ]

2010-01-10T01:36:00.003+08:00

Finally, I'm done with my new skinnn. =p

I was too engrossed matching the colours and aligning the columns that I'd totally forgotten about my tagboard. That's why, it ended there. Ahahaha!

Anyways, I will think about where else I can squeeze my taggy. Looking forward for camp on Monday onwards! =)

Can't wait!

PS: it's was especially made for you.
love you loads!

--NuTTyNAdya--

[ a new beginning ]

2010-01-07T13:28:00.005+08:00

Recently, I realised that I'm indeed lucky because of the fact that I'm not selected for OBS. Probably it's because I'm starting to accept the fact that I'm still not ready just yet. I'm still too inexperience. I'm glad they choose thier people carefully. Like me, I might have all the interest, but if I'm not ready means, I'm not.

I have to admit that I did felt devastated when I received the results. I wanted that so badly because I thought I really loved to be an outdoor instructor. But after several weeks since the results, I felt that I really wasn't ready. I'm still that shy girl who's trying not to freeze in front of a crowd. Alhamdulliah, I wasn't selected, else there'll be no turning back or I'll have to pay the liquidated amount. Pheww..

Being 21 years old already, it is at this stage of life where I will make important decisions. Decisions that will affect my future. If I make the wrong decisions, like the one for OBS, I would end up destroying my future. Ever since this incident, I realised that I have to think ahead and deep. See how far can certain things affect my life. Weigh the pros and cons of things and such..

I know, I still have the Will to study. I don't want to stop with only a diploma in hand. But being the eldest of four siblings in a family is hard when it comes to further studies. I have to think about my siblings. How can I study further without using my parents' hard earn money so that they can use it for my three other siblings?

I considered to take study loan where I can pay as I study or probably upon completion of my studies, but apparently they only grant up to 6 times of the guarantor's monthly salary, which is not enough to cover the whole cost of my studies. I would still need some more $ to cover up the rest of the money.

One thing which is bothering me is that, I'm already 21. I should be saving up for my future, (chey, I was thinking about getting married in my mid twenties. Haha! But don't laugh! It's the FACT. I do need to consider that, in fact everyone needs to consider that.. think about it..) But instead, I'm forking out my money to get a degree. Is it worth it? Tell me anyone.

But now, my other option is to find a place where I can be bonded with. If I'm not forking out any money for my studies, then I would have to fork out my time. I don't mind having a bond of at most 3 years. So you see, upon graduation two years later, I don't have to go through the hustle of finding a job. Just nice, by the time I've almost completed the bond, I can either continue with the place or find elsewhere to work or probably just shake leg and sit at home. By that time, most probably, my parents will probably be nagging at me to settle down fast, if you know what I mean. Ahhahahas.

Wow, that's so much of thinking ahead. Right now, I do need to see what's just in front of me too. =)

"Live your life each day as you would climb a mountain. An occasional glance towards the summit keeps the goal in mind, but many beautiful scenes are to be observed from each new vintage point."

Stinky n I

current

Stinky n I
in future

Stinky n I
till eternity
=)

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ first post of the year 2010! ]

2010-01-03T21:53:00.009+08:00

I was digging out the notes I've written for 2009's resolution.

Almost half of the things were accomplished. I really hope this year's resolution would be just nice. =) I think I should paste it down somewhere I will read it all the time.

Last year's resolution
- That Samsung Pixon phone. Hee.. I got it and sold it away. BUT i had enough of it. =p

- That black leather Puma haversack. Not yet. The Will to buy that bag died halfway when I saw alot of people using it already. Now, I'm looking more at Billabong/Ripcurl/Crumpler haversacks. =)

- That exel stick. Nahh, No Money lahh. I had to buy a second hand Unihoc Stick instead. Ahah. But it works just as fine for me. =)

- That 32gb ipod touch. Uhh la lahh. Too bad, I've gotten a even better gadget. IPHONE lah babe! ;p

- That adidas running gear. I bought a NB running shoe instead. It's a budget year for me lahh. But i'm loving it even more cause Stinky got it especially for me. Heeee. =)

- Get at least 3 A's in my final results. I think I'd achieved better than I initially targeted at. You're looking at distinctions here. Cheey.. HEHEHE! Talking about that, damnn, I MISS SCHOOL=POLY. =(

- Get into NUS. But apparently, it was still insufficient to get me to a local Uni because of my YEAR 1 GRADES. uhhhh!

- Get a sports related part time job. Hmm, I'm still looking into that. I've coached once and I think that I was in the office longer than having a sports related job. But I'm still looking into it =)

- Get to save at least $1000 by 31122009. With me having a year break like this ever since graduation, it's kinda hard for me to save up to that amount. ahaha! I guess I'll have to try again. =)

Anyways, I had a great year end dinner with families and beloved ones.
A milliong thanks to Wan and Family for the treats. Hehehehe! I love the Asam PEDAS one timeee! Hehehe, i'm sure with regular trainings, my stomach can take it.. =)

Dinner at BILAL with my family was awesome. Thank to Afi, who decided that she's the one who's gonna treat us this time. KEKEKE. OKB lah. ;p
But it was a great occasion!

excuse my lousy iPhone 3MP cam.
it only looks good during day time.
At night time, It's a nightmare..
lol!
I'm looking forward to get a damn good digital camera real SOON!
Only time will tell.

And to this she-Guy AED over here,
I'm looking forward to have a great year with you ahead!
Right Mr RIDUWAN?
loving you always
;p

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ my mission lish for 2010 ]

2009-12-26T01:02:00.004+08:00

Things to get.
- a full time job
- the Band Hero set
- a damn good digital camera
- a MacBook
- a 'hub search' series Billabong bagpack

Things to achieve.
- to be more confident when speaking in a crowd
- to be assertive with my decisions
- to be spontaneous
- to convert to be a full time Apple user =)

there's so many other things in mind. But I guess I'll go step by step. I really hope that this coming year would be a good year for me indeed. The year 2009 remarks the end of Stinky's National Service, which means that this coming year, 2010, is the year that both of us have been waiting for ever since his enlistment. It's where new challenges would come in and out. With new challenges, comes deeper understanding. Insyallah, we'll sail through any storm that would come in our way. May Allah s.w.t brightens up our life journey together.

One thing that I will never forget is my parents. I want them to be there as long as possible. I will work smart and hard to ease that load that you both are facing. You won't mention them openly but I would always know. Insyallah, you will both be blessed with excellent health and great wealth till eternity. Ibu and Abah, I will make you proud! Your firstborn here is gonna stand up on her own very soon. She's twenty-one now!
No more clinging and sticking around so much to both of you. Time to be independent! Only time will tell and I will prove to you both! I love you both very much!

And as for my stinky dear, there's a whole lot of things we will soon be venturing out together. I'm telling you, I just can't wait to explore! =) You are the missing part that would always fill up my empty cup of tea. I love you terribly. hehehe

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ Turning 21st on the 21st December ]

2009-12-23T14:08:00.008+08:00

My biggest birthday bash EVER!

One word to describe last saturday.

"AWESOME"

No words can describe how much I enjoyed myself. Of course, not forgetting the people behind the scene.
My family members!
Thank you so much for turning my wish into reality..
=)

Nothing can describe how much I love and appreciate you guys!

Thank you mom for this lovely sweet cake which cost you a Bomb.
Simple but nothing can beat the taste and your thoughts.
I LOVE IT!
it's something that everyone wants more..
=)

As for you my stinky dear, you are never forgotten!
Thank you for making sure things are in order. Don't worry about the spill.
My mom says the drink's sweet, so 'Banyak Rezeki'.
haha. she and her superstitious right?;p
you were awesome too!

As my dearest Mama..
Thank you for being there for me!
=)

my precious lady cousins..
thank you all for coming
=)
The SPFB gang..
Hehehe.. Thank you all for coming!!!
=)
I love the presents!

this group of people whom I'll never forget too!
Thank you so much!
=)

The SYFC gang..
Thank you for turning up!
Hope you guys love the foood!
Let's get flying soon!
=)

A party wouldn't be a party without all of you!
Thank you so much again for everything!
=)

PS: Stinky, I would how you phrased the questions in your little treasure hunt you made up for me. I'm loving the CHOCOLATES much much!
I don't mind being fat this way..
heheheheh!

--NuTTyNADYa--

[ fate ]

2009-12-12T21:04:00.005+08:00

Being defeated is often a temporary condition.

Giving up is what makes it permanent.

I'll never give up!
=)

--NUTTyNaDYa--

[ devastated.. but life still goes on....]

2009-12-10T22:47:00.005+08:00

Earlier on Monday morning, I was prepared to take any results which comes to me. No wonder I was so miserable ever since the final interview. Stinky helped me prepare for the worst over the weekend. I was lucky and grateful that I have him as he reads me well. Without him, I would have locked the doors of my room from the outside world which I would call evil upon receiving the news.

When I received the call that morning, I wasn't sure how to react. I was idle. I wanted to cry but there were no tears to shed. I wanted to shout but I had no voice. All I did was to stop and stare for a moment. I came to down to school but I wasn't sure what I wanted to do. So, I decided to be alone and direct my sorrow to focus gyming. There was just so much in mind. Something so close, yet so far.

Honestly, during gyming, I wasn't sure what to do either. Not that I don't know what to do. Just that I was somehow preoccupied and I couldn't think straight. I was staring into blank spaces for so long. (dah macam Bella lah. HAHA) But luckily, there's this gym instructor who taught me how to do the supersets. At the same time, it cleared my mind for a while as I was busy concentrating on the muscles to work on. Lunges, squads and step-ups. FOOH!

Trust me, I only did 2 sets of 20 counts continuosly and the effects, almost made me bed-ridden. Haha! I could hardly walk, let alone climbing up or even down stairs. Thank God I live on the first storey. =)

After gyming, I joined Stinky and frens for badminton. Whenever I smash the shuttlecock, I would do it vigorously, at the same time, releasing the inner devastated feeling that I'm having. It was bad for my shoulders but I wouldn't care. I just wanted to use it as a form of releasing.

Anyways, now that one door is closed at the moment, I guess I'll have to find my way through to open other new doors. I'm quite uncontented with the results, despite the hardwork I've put in. But I'm going to find out where are the missing parts which leads to the result and I guess we shall see by then.

Over the weekend, two weddings happened simultaneously.
Firstly, it as Taibah and Fathi's wedding! Secondly, it was Nurul's sister's wedding!
Congratulations to both couples! Semoga bahagia! =)
I only have pictures for Fathi and Taibah's wedding, will get the pictures for Nurul's Sister's wedding soon!

The newly wed!

Pinkies in action

The Newly Wed's one in a million shots!
hahaha!
this was my first time going for an Arabian themed wedding!
cool!
=)

semoga bahagia
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ time to change plans ]

2009-12-05T20:07:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I have to move on. I can't be waiting for it forever. I realised that I have been idling for quite some time and also gaining a couple of kilos on the way. It is also taking too much of my sleeping time. I have not much motivation to exercise but the only thing which keeps me going is Stinky. =)

Seriously, I have to buckle up and concentrate on my new goals very soon. By Monday, I am going to make sure it is going to end. All this miserable feeling I'm having most of the time is very irritating and my patience is running low. MONDAY, watch out..

Anyways, looking on the brighter side of life, I can't wait for the BIC course next two weeks! Wheee! =) Thanks Stinky! That would cost like almost $500. Fooh! How on earth am I going to dig that huge amount from? Haha..

Finally, I've managed to sell Xbox at a good price and gotten a Wii on the very same day.. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Haha. Should had bought the second controller from the same shop too. Ughh. But, it's ok, I'm Wii-ing almost everyday now. Afi and Sasha's getting addicted to it. Baiz' trying to resist cuz she's having MST now. (pelan-pelan kayuh yer.. ;p) HAHAH!

As for me, it's still not completed yet, Band Hero, you're NEXT! =)
But I guess it's gonna take a while before I can get my itchy fingers on it. But, no probs.. I can still wait. =)

Masam nyer muker!
Like the person also..
haha!
STINKY!

-NUttYNaDYa-

[ i am still waiting.. ]

2009-11-25T00:02:00.016+08:00

In this entry, I shall not whine about the time I have to wait any longer. Ugh. It just irritates me terribly. I bet Stinky hears it more from me. I'm so sorry you have to hear all those whines I make everytime we meet up. Hehehe. =p

Anyways, I had a lovely triple date with friends. =)

It was a very fine and beautiful Sunday! All of our prayers of asking for a sunny dry afternoon was blessed! =)

Met up at Bedok at 10.30am. Of course, there were latecomers. I shan't mention who. HEHE. I think by now, you readers can guess who. =p
Went to right at the end of East Coast park, it was beside the sailing center. We found a good spot, where we have all the view to ourselves. haha! I guess we were freaking lucky! =)

Since Stinky and I knew how to set up the tent, we left the rest to handle it by themselves. It was so kecoh! Hahaha.
Yani and Shazwan were laying out the Kanvas. I think they were deciding for quite some time where the door of the tent should be facing at or probably they just can't find the door. hahaha. Whichever comes first. =p

In the mean time, Jaja and Aqilah were figuring out how to attach the poles. Trust me, it was messy. HAHAH!
Stinky and I were laughing our lungs out quietly while observing their "kecohness". I should had recorded them in video! Hahaha!

In the end, we decided to help them set up as it was taking too long. Hahaha..

As soon as we settled down, we had our lunch. It was a pot luck food fiesta as each one of us brought food glorious food. yummy!

Shazwan and Jaja brought Monopoly cards. We spent like almost half an hour figuring out how to play this new version of monopoly. As usual, Yani was so far away from winning. (haha, i just cant help but to mention it. HEHE). Jaja and Shazwan had to eat the fried fish as forfeits. Haha! By the end of the day, I think Jaja ate the most! (It's ok, you'll thank me one day) Hahahaha! Just take a look at that! I was grinning all the way cause Stinky and I dont have to eat anything else as we were 'safe'. HEHEHE!

Btw, Stinky was the 'TaiLong' of the game. He owns alot of properties and always takes his chance to claim rents from us. Humphs! And I still can't believe Aqilah won the last game! HAHAH! =p

We played a series of heart attacks and name games till we couldn't resist but to fix the kites and play with it. The weather was just so pleasing! hahaha!

For a moment, she was so happy that the kite can fly by her!
hahahah!

All of us were trying to run and make sure that the kite stays up. We have the whole stretch of land for us to run. In the end, the girls gave up and went Photo-Taking instead. HAHA!

I really don't know what pose were we into in this picture!
powerpuffs tak menjadi?
hahaha!

This would have been a perfect picture if it wasn't as dark.
lol!

Meanwhile, the other 2 guys were still engrossed with their kites despite numerous failures.
hahah!

At 6pm, we headed to the food centre and had some food. As I didnt had any forfeits earlier, I think I was the most hungriest person there. The rest shared satay but I had Fried KwayTeow to myself! LOL! Blessing in disguise indeed.

Just count the number of cups and cocktail bowls you can find.
We were very thirsty!
Hahaha!

Thanks guys for the wonderful day!
We should do more of this often!
=)

Lastly but not the least,
my day wouldn't be as perfect and complete without you!
my Stinky Pinky Winky!
=)
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ my longest two weeks, ever! ]

2009-11-21T23:04:00.003+08:00

One week and 4days has passed and no news yet.
I'm getting on my nerves. Couldn't sleep well. Everywhere I go, my brains wanna know.
Ughh!
I just cant help it!

Will they even call me yet? Or am I just waiting for an empty vessel?
UGHHH!

I will explode tomorrow. I wanna shout out loud. Let go of this "ughHH!" I'm feeling.
DAMN DAMN DAMN

Am I taking this correctly or what?

ughH!

I just cant help it but to think about it. How to eliminate this freaking feeling?
HOW?!

i'm only sober with you in my arms
--NuTTYNaDYa--

[ Aussie ]

2009-11-17T19:13:00.005+08:00

G'day Liana!

Sent off cousin to Aussie for her school trip. Mama was worried all over. Hahas. It was cousin's first time far solo individual trip. That's normal for moms to feel that way I guess. LOL!
Stayed over at Mama's place over the weekend. It's fun to mingle around cousins' house at times and having those long overnight chats with mama and uncle and also, our extremely late dinner@ 2am!
Love her cookings very much! =)

Favourite Aunt
=)

The Happy Family

The Happy Couple

=p
Loving you till eternity.

the later they delay the call, the more miserable i get..
ughh!
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ i Survived!]

2009-11-14T10:39:00.004+08:00

YES!

I had survived last weekend's camp.

Stinky's method of clearing my bladder just 2 hours before the camp itself didn't really work well for me as my system responded much slower. Tested and proven that drinking 850ml of milk can make you shit and clear your bladder ASAP. But that only works on him, not me. It took me 2-3hours before everything comes out and by that time, I was already 'in' the camp. I had to go to the toilet like almost 2-3 times for every hour and I knew I was having a freaking diarrhea. It was just so watery until it came to the point where I can't differentiate whether I'm peeing or shitting. Ughh, I know, but it's disgustingly true. I was asking myself if I can continue for the rest of the camp.

In my mind, I was already preoccupied on how to survive this camp with the fact that I had just recovered and minding the fact that I'm still having phlegm down in my throat and also with my nose still a little 'runny'. Just as when I already told myself not to think sick, now, I have to worry about surviving with this diarrhea I'm facing. I really thought that I am cursed. LOL!

I couldn't even do my running test properly as my stomach was hurting so much. Right after they asked me to stop running, I was in a state of pain and quickly requested to go to the toilet. Ughh. I was like asking myself, " How am I going to survive like this if I'm doing juggle navigation now?"

So, I said my prayers and was really hoping for the best. Drank alot of water to replenish the water lost. Luckily, after that, I didnt even thought or feel like going to the toilet anymore after that. Seriously, if it continues, I might had dropped out already. ALHAMDULILLAH.

And so, here I am now, after having to survive the camp and also, after having to go through the interview session. I'm waiting anxiously for thier reply. UGHHhhh.

I really hope what I've worked hard for and been through will all be paid of worthfully. I would also like to take this opportunity to thank my beloved boyfriend, Stinky Winky Wan who had been giving my tips, advise and also training up with me. Thank you so much my dear for all your support. Without you, I can't imagine myself going through this on my own. =)

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ this is it! ]

2009-11-06T13:34:00.006+08:00

I'm so gonna get it from Stinky!

HAHA!
BTW, I'll be 'Safe' for 3 days.
HEHEE

Yes, in a few hours time, I'll be making my way to the biggest turnover of my life. I really hope that I will make it this time round despite the fact that I''ve just recovered from flu or should I say still recovering because there's still phlegm.
( ya Allah, tolonglah insan kamu ini. berikan lah saya kekuatan untuk kem yang akan datang ini)

I will do what the doctor said. "don't think sick, THINK HAPPY".
Enjoy whatever you had trained up for all this while. =)
In short, I will just have to think positive.

THIS IS IT.

To my friends, who had wished me.
THANK YOU TOO!
=)

Pinky, thank you for your never-ending support you had given me.
=)
lup you honey!
--NuttyNadya--

[ 5 more day! ]

2009-11-01T12:47:00.006+08:00

Can you imagine?
5 more days to the ISP. I really hope I'll make it this time round. I've put my heart and effort into the trainings that I've been going through the past few months. I really hope that this is it. Now, all I need to do is to stay healthy, drink plenty of water and have plenty of rest before the selection process this coming Friday onwards. I've seen those who made it from the last selection. They started thier trainings and are on thier way for a 21 days overseas course. I heard that they are going to South Africa!

How I wish I had made it for the last one. Nevertheless, I'm going to make sure that I can endure and persevere this time round. It's all up to me now and I'm not going to waste this oppotunity to show that I am an OBS material. Even if they don't accept me after having to go through the ISP, I'm definately going for 1 last time before I totally give up on this ambition.

One thing which is bothering me though, MY PERIOD IS COMING!
Damn, last month, it falls on the same day as the ISP date which is on the 6th. I really hope it comes out now, fast. OR it comes AFTER the ISP itself. Having period during ISP is a BAD idea cause, it will affect my running. I will definately have stomach cramps making it difficult for me to run or even swim unless I take the Panadol Pink. =(

pls pls pls..
come out now fast or AFTER the isp. pls pls pls!

Anyways, here the some of the pictures of gatherings I've had in October that I've yet to post online about. =)

Mal's deepavali birthday chalet!
=)

This is not a gathering but it's my last day at CPF with the rest of the temp and some of the perm staffs.
I'll miss these people and the place itself!
=)

e best of all. =)
triple date with triple joy!
Love this bundle of people!

lastly but not the least of course.
i love this guy over here very much!
=)

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ what if they dont call? ]

2009-10-27T23:16:00.003+08:00

For the past few months, I've been working on my fitness, swimming and not forgetting on my soft-skills.

Reason: I don't want to be one of those faces you see in white collar walking around the busines district. Believe me, I've tried and I had to pass each day in agony. During those times, I kept asking myself, what am i doing here? I should be somewhere outside doing some physical activity or going through an adventure. I know, I've been repeating the same things over again in my previous post. I just can't help it until the time is over.

By the end of this week, a phone call will determine whether I am shortlisted for the upcoming selection. I really hope for the best.

But whatever it is, I will still be continuing to build up my stamina.. There are still other reasons why I wanna build up anyway. =)

Opps.. It's almost 12.. should be calling Stinky by now.. hehe..

love you, stinkz
i'll be by ur side no matter what too!
=)
--NUTTyNaDya--

[ commoners ]

2009-10-26T10:22:00.003+08:00

WOW!
It has been a while since I am home on a Monday morning. hehe.
It's feels great though. Having to work at CPF is an experience which tells me that I can't work in an office environment. I can remember the last time I had such experience, it was that bad too.
I would always feel that I should be somewhere else doing something much more adventurous. Hehe. But nevertheless, I should say that the group of temp staffs whom I cam across, they are a bunch of cool and nice people. There is really a bond that we had built over the past few months and it seems that this bond makes it heavy for me to leave the work.

Well, everything still have to move on. Everyone have their own dream to catch. I have my own dream to live. Therefore, I want to live in my dream. And I have to work hard for that. =)

Su, Vinz, Edwin and MiaoHua

I'm gonna miss working with these people over here..
=)

--NUTTyNaDya--

[ time awaits for no one ]

2009-10-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

Ever since the last ISP, weekday trainings is in my blood. Oh my, I can't believe it's almost the end of my 3 months contract at CPF next week. That explains my title of the day. What a random thoughts. I really hope I can sleep tonight.

There is just so much things now. All happening just before I end work. Why? All at one shot. Why can't it be after I've finished work?

There were too many days where i really wanted to go down to SP to join the juniors but something always comes up in the end. There were days where i've planned the itinerary of the day and something else just have to pop up.

I am really longing to meet the juniors tomorrow but there is always something to distract me. And usually, the distractions are unavoidable. I have to attend the meeting. It's only once a month and this is my very first meeting. Damnn. Why? Why Why?

I miss floorball.
I miss SP.
I miss playing fb in school with the rest.
=/

nevertheless, i'm glad i still have my stinky
love ya!
--NuttyNaDya--

[ Lalalalalalala ]

2009-10-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

Hari raya was great!
Felt good catching up with my relatives and also cousins. Grandmom had a very weird, creepy but good dream. I really hoped that whatever she said is true. Sounds unrealistic but which 80 year old lies to his/her children and grandchildren? LOL!

It's been a while since I last updated. Might be longer the next time. Have been running-swimming-gyming and also slacking. Haha, right Stinky? I really hope all this effort i'm putting in will be paid off worthfully.

Aites, Need to sleep. It's Monday in an hour's time. Back to my the working routine.. 4 more weeks to go to end of contract. Hanging around with colleagues even more. I bet i'm gonna miss them. ;/

Anyways, that's not what i'm worried about. I'm more worried but what happens in 5 weeks time.

HOW FIT CAN I BE?
Only time will tell. ;)

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzz..
Friday, sleep come faster....

love my stinky the best!
--NUTTYNaDya--

[ the story of a gazelle and a lion ]

2009-09-17T15:44:00.003+08:00

Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up. It knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the slowest gazelle or it will starve. Doesn't matter if you are the gazelle or lion, when the sun comes up, you'd better be running.

Life just can't stop here right now. It still have to move on. It will not wait for you or for me or for anyone else. If you are slow, you'll lag behind and you'll suffer. But if you are fast, you'll survive and you'll succeed.

Haiz...

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ the feeling ]

2009-09-08T20:17:00.003+08:00

Everyday when I wakes up the first thing that came into my mind was has they call him up yet?
Apparently, as time pass.. The silence says it all. They are not going to call him.

I was really hoping that they would call. I really believed that he hit most of the criteria for the job. But why?
=(

It just made me lost a little faith.
If he's not accepted, let alone me?

must stay positive
train harder

like a master used to say
failure is the only chance to learn something.
;)
I'm doing my best to learn from it!

--NuTTyNaDYa--

[ a 20 year old who still have FIVE baby tooth ]

2009-09-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

Just yesterday when I just finished eating dinner. Something was stuck on the front walls of my upper jaw. Used my tongue to suck it down but failed. Finally, I faced myself in the mirror and looked inside my mouth. I was like WTH???????????

There's a tooth growing behind my shaky baby tooth. DAMN!

Wrong time!
Here I am training up for November and my tooth is growing in the wrong place.
GRRR!

I'm sure gonna extract this baby tooth. Hopefully the adult one will place itself back into position. Else, to my friends out there, you will see a 'Bogel' Nadya on Hari Raya. =p

extracting the tooth tomorrow
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ like this ]

2009-08-31T22:48:00.004+08:00

This is where I express myself at home.
All alone in a dark room.
Facing my 3year old laptop and a Man-U calendar.
Everyday, counting down to end of work.
;p

Usually, before I started working, I've always wanted to be at work. Now that I'm already working, I WANT TO BE AT HOME!
haha.
How ironic that can be...

I really miss lazing at home. Kekeke.
Anyways, I have to find ways to open up myself. Anyone out there willing to offer me a free confidence building session?
=)
YES, i have phobia in public speaking!
=/

HELPPPPPP!

--NUTTyNaDya--

[ grabbing the opportunities ]

2009-08-23T22:45:00.005+08:00

Job fair was Ok. A big thanks to Stinky's mom on encouraging us to go for the fair. =)
It has really indeed opened up our mind and somehow it has enlightened my mindset to strive for a better job in future. But haiz.. One by one.. Step by step.. I'm slowly absorbing and digging my way through the bright light.

Just one thing, I don't like desk-bound jobs. LOL!
To think about it, it's Monday tomorrow..
Another chapter of my most dreadful periods. Furthermore, it's fasting month. Can't go out to buy food. No lounge to rest. I guess i'll just stay at my desk from 8.30am to 6pm......
Doinks...

Anyways, delayed pictures and wishes. First thing first, finally a private surprise for Jaja!
=)
Hope you like it!

belated surprise for birthday girl.
and ishkkk...
sibuk jer tangan yani ni tau.
=p

I should say that this is our first ever triple date too?
kekeke.
should have more of that!

Family's lasting ever gathering just before the fasting month. It was another birthday party and 'kenduri arwah'. I'm just happy to meet almost everyone in my family every now and then. Especially looked forward to have our never ending chats with Mama.
=) I adore her!

As usual, birthday parties will never be completed W/O our cute and adorable cake destroyers.
Hahas
Marsha and Putri.

Marsha just can't wait to have her portion all to herself again.
Just look at her face.
Full of "patience"
LOL!

Anyways, yesterday was a half day out with Stinky and then with sisters. It was Stinky's first game ever. Coincidentally after window shopping with Stinky, Baiz and Sasha went down to TSH because Sasha really wanted to watch the floorball match. LOL!
Despite having to fast, she can still stare at the J.CO donuts and says that she want some. She even almost took mentos to eat it up. (Maklumlah, it was the first day of puaser..)

But the thing that i really can't help but to laugh at her again was after Stinky's game. Otw out of the sports hall, Sasha was like "Jap eh Kak Baiz, Sasha nak gi minum water cooler"
Luckily Baiz was quick enough to stop her. Haha. Kalau tak, Batal lah..
hahas. Sasha.. Sasha..
Her reactions makes me wonder if how can she withstand herself at school this coming monday onwards. Haha. Only god knows how.

missing from picture, Afi.
Reason: Dier tengah busy 'jager' rumah..
:P

Jangan marah nyer!
Nanti puaser batal tau.
;P

To All Muslims Friends,
Camat Berpuaser!

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ Long long ago ]

2009-08-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

The past few weeks has been hectic for me. Especially last weekend. All that i have dreamt of for the past six years of my life finally came through. Finally, I met the person whom i was inspired by almost six year ago and it is this very moment that i'm waiting for, to be just like him. To inspire people.

I know i had failed this first one. Nobody who went through it knew what was going to happen next. But what we really know is that we really want this job and how badly we want it. As for myself, I really wanted the job but it seems that my brain have been mentally blocked and for the fact that I had never had such extreme activities before, I was physically drained out.

But I am certain that I will definately go for it again. This is what I really want. I have to finish where I've started and show them that I really want this. For that to happen, I will have to work really hard for it. It's not about being a national player or doing that desk-bound job that I'm doing now. It is about achieving something that I would want it to be for my future. Or I should say, for the rest of my life.

Dear Allah, please give me the strength go to through this again and enlighten this way of my life. Amin.

[ dang, i'm finally busy ]

2009-08-12T22:46:00.005+08:00

Bloggers, welcome to the period of my busy schedule. Thus, if you want to meet me, please book me for an appointment at least two weeks ahead. Else, I won't be able to give you a direct answer. CHEY!

Haha. It had only been a week since I have started working. I think i faced the worst battle ever last week. I was trying to adapt to the time changes. After months of sleeping/waking up as and when I like to, last week finally, I had a BIG change in my schedule. Waking up at 6.15am instead of 11am is a HUGE difference. Haha. Of course, since last week was the training week, I almost fell asleep at work.
:P

Anyways, despite having to start work last week, coincidentally with Allah's blessing, the company announced it's off day for temporary workers on Stinky's and my special day. =)
I can swear my curls tighthened as soon as I heard the news of having an off on my anniversary. My feet were dancing too!
Hahas!

Yes!
At least my special edition plans made for him since weeks ago, didn't go down the drain just like that. Wheee!
I was hoping that you will be very surprise and that you will be as fit as you were before you are down with fever. I'm glad you DID! Although you claimed that you are not really surprised, i bet the Asam Pedas made your fever go away.
HAHHAHAH

NDP last week was awesome!
A BIG thank you to Shida and Sophian for the tickets. If not for both of you, it would probably be another few years more before going for NDP. Hahas. We had ALOT of fun.

Anyways, here are the delayed pictures. =)
Enjoyed my times.

Inpromp-tus..

excellent picture.
credits to Mr Goh.

Stephen, Ghufran, Mr Goh, Me, Hibi-San
Not in picture: Jacintha & Eunice

And for this guy over here.

why not we last till eternity?
love you.

--NuttyNaDya--

[ happy third anniversary, love ]

2009-08-06T21:13:00.002+08:00

I'm glad yesterday's plan was a success. I have to admit that I was almost caught red-handed by StiNkY. But apparently, I managed to cover it well. WHEE!

;)

Are you surprised?

KEKEKKEKEKEKEKE

Well,I want to upload my pictures here but i can't!
The modem is giving problems.

Time to change to a new modem!
Damn.. Oh no.
That'll involve money again. :(

The money I'm getting for this short 1 or 2 months job is only so much. The best thing is that I have a very long list of things to get in mind. But after looking back at the long list that I've wrote, I was like "What the hell? It's not enough. Like duhhh". The list looked like the kind of list a 'ten-thousand-earning' shopper would want to get. Haiz..

If only i own the bank and control the monopoly. LOL.

Dream on Nadya.

Loving my deary stinky.
Happy 3rd anniversary Doinks.
Hope that you'd enjoyed your day.

PS: that is only the appetiser and Dish 1.
KEKEKKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE
Wait for more aites.

--NuTTyNADYa--

[ THINK ABOUT IT ]

2009-07-31T00:23:00.007+08:00

I was just happily browsing through the net when I saw something coming. It's MIDNIGHT and I can just wake EVERYONE up just to settle this matter. But I don't fine it necessary. I will choose to take Stinky's advice. But old school talking just isn't the way to solve a case with stubborn brains. Well, I'll do it in a more customized way.

If it's in the cyber world you complain to behind other people's back, then it's in the cyber world you'll see facts piling over your complains. Hopefully after the affected party reads this, he or she will OPEN his or her eyes and flush out their clogged minds and start doing things rite.

Complaining over his/her own cause of fault to the Cyber World is something rather CHILDISH. No point blabbering about something that you are at fault at. It's like complaining over a no-witness murder you had purposely committed and then, telling the judge that it is the victim's fault because he made you kill him. Do you think you will get away unpunished? Think about it.

Well as for myself, I believe that when you are in the right, it's worth fighting for. Or maybe, I should say it is worth saying here. I believe that usually, when a person is at fault, he would think about it and then accept it followed by correcting the mistake.
NOT purposely adding fuel and fire to the other party.

I have to admit, nobody's perfect. I did made mistakes before but after being blabbered at, "DO YOU STILL SEE ME REPEATING MY MISTAKES?". When was the last time you see i ever did that again? At least the last time I checked, I have the initiative to ASK PERMISSION.

Why do you purposely moved away from the chair you were sitting on when i first told you so and then went on and lie on that bed despite knowing the fact that I'm chasing you to get things done first?

Do you think I would have shouted that way if you had placed the things to where it belonged when told in the first place? AND why the delay on purpose? In the first place, you knew you were in the wrong because you didn't ask for permission and secondly, you still want to purposely delay? Think about it. Don't you think you deserve to be pushed at?

The dictionary clearly states that when a person takes things from other people without their permission, they are called thieves. Do you want to be labelled as that? Now I'm telling you, even an eight-year-old knows how to ask permission for the things they want. Yes, definitely they know how to place their things back after playing, and I bet they even know the urgency of doing thing whenever told to immediately especially knowing that they are in a wrong!

Come on, GET OUT of your shallow minds and THINK ABOUT IT!

[ routine as for now ]

2009-07-29T14:50:00.004+08:00

Finally, after three months worth of waiting, job opportunity comes flying in. Although it's just going to be a temporary two months job, it is enough to make my weekdays useful instead of an old boring routine of being stucked at home and have nothing else better to do. At least, this way I count it contributing to the economy. HAHA.

Anyways, it's an almost perfect opportunity for me because at the same time, the application Pinky helped me sent will be undergoing a long processing. By the time, the process is over, my temporary job will end and just nice, the first day of OBS starts shortly after that. The thing is whether i can get any leave on the days where i have to go down to OBS. If i have problem taking leave, i'll just have to forget about this temporary job. Let's see how it goes tomorrow.

And also, the other thing which worries me is whether i will be accepted in OBS. Since I know i lack of certain things due to inexperience unlike any other twenty year olds, I really hope that i can level up my confidence and language skills while working temporarily.

If everything goes as planned (insya'allah), my blog entries will not be complaining anymore about not having to go for any Sales or getting the thing I want. WHEE! But of course, I will not forget my family. Definately, I wouldn't want to be that selfish. I have to be spendthrift too. Hmm, this is where money management comes in, I hope i am able to divide them equally based on priority.

Uncle told me once, if money isn't everything, why is everyone working so hard to earn more? God give us this idea of having money. People can fight and even go to wars because of money. With money, they can buy the most valuable thing on earth. With money, only then some people can survive and only then some people with terminal illness could be saved.

Some people say money can't buy you happiness. But imagine if your parents get you something you can't afford but it is what you wanted for your birthday, would you be happy and love them more? You'll definately will, right. But I guess this concept only applies to those who still share thier time with thier loved ones more.

Then, imagine if you are a multi-billionaire person and your businessmen parents gave you a villa somewhere near the coastal areas for your birthday. But you don't get to meet up with them because both of you are very busy. They are too busy that they even sent you an email saying they had bought for you this house instead of calling or holding a party for you. Would you be happy still? Well, a villa is something that you can afford when you are a billionaire, but i guess you'd be lonely and this will leads to loneliness and unhappiness too right?

Well, all i can say is that the world isn't fair. Earth is a cruel place where only the rich will prosper. Those who are left behind and have no other opportunity will suffer. They are the those who have to think how to survive each day of thier life.

That's why babies cry when they are born into the world. They cry because they don't know how thier fate is like. Whether they'll be a good person or bad person. It is because in the end, the good ones will go to heaven and others to hell.

Anyways, i think i'm drifting very far from my topic. The bottomline is that i would like to remind that world that no matter how much we are earning, never forget your family and friends. Lastly but not the least, the most important thing is to be a good muslim for those who are Islam and for those who are in other religions, do good for your religion too. Never forget God, family and friends.
;)

--NuTTyNaDYa--

[ Family Chalet ]

2009-07-28T14:58:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday to Eka Syafiqah!

I had the most fun weekend with family ever. The gathering is fun and everything but the cleaning up sucks of course. People who came, comes and go and leaves their leftovers for us to pick up. HUmPhs. There's always a blessing in disguise huh. Of couse, i couldn't bare to leave Mama and Cik Saiid to clean up the stuffs right?

They are the organisers and the worker. Thank Allah they decided to make this party without them, there would be less gatherings. Staying overnights at Mama's place is indeed fun too. Woke up late, learnt to cook some favourite malay dishes and mostly chatted alot with her. I love this talking sessions. I don't know why but I just like it. Literally spent the whole day there at her house after the chalet.

Anyways, below are the some of the many pictures taken. I've yet to receive photos from others. Heheh.

A Family Scene at Downtown.
;)
July Babies..Marsha got her present from Mama..

Putri got hers too.

And not forgetting Ian's present.
Marsha have been eyeing on the cake ever since everyone's got thier portion..
She dropped her portion on the floor.
LOL!

She started licking the birthday knife.
Thank god it's blunt.
lOl!

She moved on to licking the decors..

Just look at how messy she was at the end.
LOL!

A cousin thing
Credits to Kak Mala!

OF course, on top of having a fun Chalet, i terribly miss my Stinky Pinky.
Can't wait to meet up with him later!
;)

--NuTTYNaDya--

[ randomly ]

2009-07-20T12:47:00.004+08:00

i'm starting to think that i won't be able to get a job at all.

;(

[ sweet little things ]

2009-07-16T23:22:00.006+08:00

While slacking my day today, i received a PM from Stinky in msn. He was you-tubing online and he sent me this video. He told me that his friend made a video clip of him. As i know most of his friends there in his unit are jokers, i was guessing that it was a funny movie of him.

Apparently, after watching it, I realised that it was HIM who created this video as he was the actor, cameraman and bla bla bla. Haha.
Another surprise during the wee hours of my slacking time huh, Stinky?
Haha.
What a short 'simple and yet sweet' clip you made.

Thank you Stinky Pinky.
You made me smile, just yet AGAIN.
:)

I love Mrs-Fielding with you.
;)

--NuTTYNadYa--

[ life now ]

2009-07-15T00:48:00.004+08:00

I really have nothing to blog about actually. All that the things that i've been doing has been repeating over again and again since the past few months. There's nothing much i am looking forward for right at this moment except for a JOB.

Anyways, I read yesterday's Life section in the Straits Times and something caught my eye. The origins of Bengawan Solo. The founder's story is freaking cool. From a 4-room HDB in Marine Parade to a mansion somewhere in Holland Village. But of course, her age is now 50plus already. She started the business after she got married. I envy her story very much. She is from a low-income family. But she worked her way hard and got herself good a good living in the end.

Her secret was to be hardworking and honest in her business. That's why from 1 outlet, she have about 47 outlets in Singapore now. She's also expanding her business in Japan and even London since the outlets here are doing so well. That's why she is willing to risk it. I really wish i can be like her. I wanted to start now but dad says that i'm too young and needs to explore the world first to get some experience at least. He's right anyways. ;)

I can wait though...
But hopefully, only just for a while...

My life is something like this signboard over here. I've stopped.
I cant go back or forward. Not even left or right.
I have nowhere else to go except to wait.
I guess i'll have to wait for my opportunity to fly across me so that i can grab it.
Hopefully, i would be able to grab it fast by then.

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ sleepless nights ]

2009-07-12T21:55:00.009+08:00

I have been thinking alot about job and floorball. Thinking too much till it affected my sleeping hours and making myself feeling lethargic almost everytime. Ever since school ended, i've been wanting to get myself a temporary job though not only until recently, that i wanted a full-time/part-time jobs. It's been like close to 5 months now that i'm slacking. Slacking to the MAX, like nobody's business.

Every now and then, I would stomp upon my old mates and people around. They would ask me the same question. "So, what are you doing right now?" Damnn. I hate to answer this. I didn't get into the university i wanted. And that I am also jobless and surviving on parent's daily expenses. It's irritating at times. Sometimes, i can say that i'm speechless.

Soon, in a month's time, friends of mine who got themselves to local or private universities will be starting school already and as for me, i'll be out here working (probably) or maybe, still jobless. ;(

I really hope i get that job. =)
I wouldn't want to say it here just yet. Not so soon. Maybe till the point of time where I am confirmed part of that job, then maybe, i might say. :)

As for now, I'm just praying hard everyday and enjoying my free time with family, pinky and friends. I bet that life would not be this colourful as it is without them. I'm glad i have them around at these times especially Stinky-Pinky. You are always that extra-ordinary thing in my life.

When i found you almost 3 years ago, something told me to stay. I'm glad i've stayed and will always be. . =)

Thank You.

loving you endlessly

forever
may we last till eternity

--NUTTyNaDya--

[ no peaceful place to sleep ]

2009-07-10T00:09:00.003+08:00

Earlier is morning is the worst morning I've ever had. As usual, I couldn't sleep yesterday night wondering if I ever will get myself a decent part-time job. I am really bankrupt. The hole in my pocket is getting bigger and bigger and i think it will continue till i have a job. Time is hard. I don't even know if i ever gonna get that iphone i wanted since the past month. ;/

Anyways, back to this morning, I woke up in a multiple series of IRRITATING events.

At 6am, when my sis's dumb dumb phone rings a wake up call for her, not once but twice.
At 7.05am, when she slammed the freaking toilet door. Fffffff!
At 9am, when dad reaches home from the market and purposely knocked my door to wake me up. Grrr..
At 10am, the loud buzzing sound made by the grass-cutter. Trust me, i tried to muffle my ears using my pillow. It helped but only for a while.
At 10.45am, when i thought there's no more grass-cutting activities going on, suddenly.. Came a noise made from the pumping of anti-mosquito gas into the drains. GRRRR!
At 11. 20am, the apek from the 'karang guni' ringing his IRRITATING bell while shouting "karang guni.. tong seh ahhh". ARGH..

By this point of time, i think the blood almost overshot through my eyes from my freaking tired brain.. Hish! I have no choice but to stay up already. Damnn. I can only fall asleep at like 4plus in the morning and what a disturbing morning i had. I really hope i can fall asleep tonight. Make me sleep! Else, i shall drug myself...
Panadols.. rescue me.

you rock my world stinky
;)
--NuTTyNaDYa--

[ happy pinkies times ]

2009-07-07T20:37:00.008+08:00

Alot of things happened in Pinkies lately.. ;)
Here i am updating the things happening in our team so far. Loads of new things up and stuffs.

Firstly and foremost, Happy Engagement to Dani!
May she have a happy route to the next stage of her life.

Secondly is to the newly weds Ross and Hairul who's currently in their honeymoon.
Hahaha.. Hopefully, they will last till eternity. =)
Amin

Shortly after going to Ross' wedding, we declared ourselves a Pinkies Day Out after that.. We went down to TSH to support ZARF's game. ;)

Last Saturday was outing last game and probably the last time all of us gather as a team for the year. I had a GREAT time with pinkies this season. Seems like staying with pinkies is getting better and better. I'm loving this team. It filled up my empty time well with the trainings and slackings together. Haha.

The team.

Linda, Captain of the year!
=)

Fathi

The Team's Manager

Rello
The Team's Coach

Najib
The Team's Physician

Lastly but not the least, Baiz and her "Olive's Pose".

HAHA!
I bet she's gonna slaughter me upon seeing this.
=p

i know you'll support me stinky.
i'll support you too.
;)
--NuTTyNaDya--

[ edited pictures uploaded ]

2009-07-04T01:31:00.003+08:00

Finally! I managed to upload the pictures. Whee!
These are the 3 out of 4 collages i've created. If possible, i would like to use all. Hahas. But i guess one is enough. Maybe i'll just randomly use them then next time i change my skin. =p

Anyways, just came back from training at valhall. Game starts at 12 tomorrow and i wonder what am i still doing here. Hahas. Okies, will sleep after this..

Just now was the last pinkies training for the season. Sad but true. I guess we all had a pretty great time. I'm looking forward for next season's training and match. Maybe score and assist more? Whee! Like i said before, new season equals to new objectives. Hehehehehh..

I hope i get a job soon. Really Real SOON. =)

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ meet my new skin! ]

2009-07-03T15:00:00.005+08:00

Finally, I've completed my new blog skin. I think i broke my own record as i completed this skin in only 2 days. Not really 2 full days as i still have time to go out yesterday and all. Hahas. Anyways, love this new skin. I love my current background picture. Actually, i've edited quite a few using photoshop but i think this is the best i can come out with so far. I wanted to upload the edit background pictures here but apparently, the picture doesn't shows anything and i don't know why. Will ask my home-based PA (personal assistant) Baiz, later.. LOL.

Anyways, quite ALOT of things happen these past few weeks. Friend's engagement and weddings happened. League is ending this saturday. It's sad as there will only be training when there's league. I wish training is still on even after league. But it's ok, I can still CRASH training. LoL!

--NUtTYNaDYa--

[ h1n1 virus killed my dream job ]

2009-06-26T20:49:00.007+08:00

I was supposed to go for a camp attachment this week but it was cancelled. I was contacted again recently for another attachment camp this coming week, but apparently, it was cancelled again due to the rising number of H1N1 virus infections. It literally killed my dream job and also slowly, it's eating away the enthusiasm i've always had for this dream job. I have been waiting so long for this job opportunity to come to me and now that i almost had it in hand, it's like fading away just like that.

I have no money but alot to buy. GSS is driving me crazy. I just have to hold on and hold on till i get a job. I guess i'm going to say bye-bye to my dream job as after a long session of deep thinking, i think if i were to still wait for it, i'm never gonna have that money to buy the stuffs that i've always wanted and also have the feeling of giving my parents some money as i must admit that i have been heavily relying solely on them for my daily needs. At this kind of age i'm in and still getting daily cash from parents is bit disrespectful to me. As the eldest, i need to set good example and also, i would definately want to be independent.

So, i really need a hard core job. I can't just rely on my dream job which has a long list of cancellation due to the virus as i will only get paid if i work, else, i'll be on my own. That is not going to work for me. I need a breakout. I'm relying too on the recruitment side. I hope i get what i was offered. At least, suffer for the time being. =)

Anyways, driving dad's car to and fro JB is kinda scary but i can overcome it. He still doesn't trust me on driving solo. Hahas. It's ok. His car's size is almost equivalent to a van's. And i really think that he doesn't want any scratches on his beloved car. He always says about the "High maintenance" issue if there were any damages on it. LOL!
Alright, that just gave me an idea of getting myself a car. Aiiiii... Cannot.. Cannot. TOO MUCH.
Maybe wait till i earn 5k per month? Hahas. I know, i'm dreaming. =p

always loved alternate friday outings with family.
=)

Happy birthday MOM and DAD!
Love you both!
May you live longer and stay healthy!
hope you love the gifts.

--NuTTyNaDYa--

oopss...

dun worry stinky
i didnt forget..
hahas
i love you too!
forever and ever
=)

[ money money money ]

2009-06-14T12:29:00.004+08:00

Brought Sasha to Sembawang's Water Theme Park last wednesday. She was so obsessed playing that she didnt want to go home. Hahas. Too bad, i have training to go to. LOL!

AND AND.
I HAVEN GOTTEN MY PAY YET. THE GSS IS LIKE NOW.
DAMMIT.

Anyways, QUICK updates for the day. Went for adventure training last Thursday. Kayaking, playing with ropes and games station back again after so long. =) I bet i looked tanned. Hahas.
Drove dad's car to JB and AMK. Hehee! I feel like a F1 Driver. The roads from the immegration point is like a F1 track! Especially the curves and all. Wheeeee! I loike!

Had training last friday at Valhall. This time round, we played soccer and floorball and back to soccer. Tu lah, sikit orang jer datang. Hish! NAQ! If your reading this, you should know what i mean. =p

Hehehe!

Spent the day yesterday with Stinky and his family. =)
Had a Great day.
I wanna play floorball again later!
WHEEE!

love this flattened headed boy.
hehehe
=p

--NuTTyNaDya--

[ iphone 3GS ]

2009-06-09T15:53:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG!

it's coming.
with bluetooth, video record and edit.
3 mega-pix (not as great but still..)
MMS
and more than 1000 applications to find out.
and and.
IT"S CHEAP.

Wait till it comes to singapore.
I'll be one of the first to BUY!

hehehhehheheheheh!
goodbye samsung!
puiiiiiiih.
=p

--Hyper Nadya--

[ samsung died on me ]

2009-06-09T12:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i woke up and found my hp dead. I couldn't turn it on. Neither could i charge it. So, instead of following the plans i've made to bring my sister to Jurong Swimming Complex, i went to the Samsung service centre at Dhoby Ghaut with mom and siblings. To my surprise, the officer serving me told me she stays near my block. LOL. What a small world.

Anyways, i told her that this is not the first time it's shutting off by itself. She decided to take in the phone for a 'check-up'. Luckily, meanwhile i still have a spare phone. Yes! That phone, the silver coloured one, which dropped in the toilet bowl and no shop wants to take it anymore because the internal parts are exposed to liquid. LOL!

Haha. I was thinking if i should sell off this Samsung phone while it's still working and then get myself an iphone or an ipod touch. LOL!

Should i? Should i?

Cause if the samsung can fail on me once, it might fail on me again sometime later. Might as well i sell it off before the depreciation gets further. Right?

Then, as soon as i sell it off, i can still use my old sony ericsson, which has no more value and make use of the money to buy an ipod touch. Whee!

People!
Flood my tagboard with Suggestions please!
Suggestions only huh..
:LoL:

hahahas..

--NuTTYNaDYa--